Did i am a bad person to you all?????

Today my freind tell me...what they feel about me.....when i know whet they feel about me.....i think did i am a bad person to you all....did i really is like that too bad......or is me not brain......always make me hate me......classmates hate me....freinds also hate me...all people also not like me.....did i really too bad like that ma??????我坏到连禽兽都不如吗??????i really like that ma??????i have to change myself le.....you all have me have a bit change le ma??????few of freinds also like that say me.....did i is like that ma??????i bad until the 禽兽 also can't be?????who can tell me the truth.......what person am i?????i want how to change.....you all just not treat me like that......我很伤心.....原来我是这样的一个人.....为什么我会是这样呢?????为什么我做不到一个好人呢?????为什么我不可以和别人一样呢?????为什么啊?????我很讨厌我自己......家人不疼爱我.....朋友不喜欢我......为什么我会是这样的一个人??????我不喜欢我自己是一个这样的人啊...........去到哪里都好.........我永远都是一个坏人...........从不会是好人........我恨自己一辈子.........我不要这样的我啊........我要改变我自啊..........可是我永远却改变不了.........为什么天要这样对待我呢?????为什么啊?????????????

                           thank you to my freins that tell me what a person that i am......