我的下一站幸福来了吗?????

我的下一站幸福来了吗.....是近在眼前.....还是远在天边呢?????还是根本没有下一站幸福呢???或是没有属于我的幸福呢?????我的幸福真的不会来临吗?????我可以哭出来吗????我真的真得好辛苦好难受了......一个人的生活好孤单好辛苦..........我不想再这样下去了.....或我可以就这样一了百了吗?????为什么其他人总是活得那么好.....而我却那么不好呢?????我都好羡慕他们啊.........today whole day also not mood...don't know why and what happen to me....maybe is them make me like that...i think i want give up them....i don't want complicated with them le....is it true to me?????did i want do like that ma?????i feel wanna cry.....whole day emo....don't know want do what.....make me so confuse at all......haiz....i want crazy le la.....i hate it ar.....