Damn sad day to me

Yesterday is my final exam de last paper le....i so happy because i can finish my final exam le....and i have freedom le....i can rest enough le....i also can do anything that i like le....when exam that time...i really so pity ar....not enough sleep to me.....i always study....study...but i juzt take my note and sit infront my baby laptop there sambil study sambil facebook-ing and msn.....haha....this semester i so geng o....just take note but not study de.....i also don't know myself how can go exam de ar......haiz.....but this last paper make me so sad and make me disapppointed to myself and my lecturer Miss Anne....Miss Anne....at here...i say i'm sorry to you....i let you disappointed to me le......i score the question....all have come out on the exam paper...and all i also have study....and memorize all the formula and the note...but when i take exam.....anything to me also forget liao.....all formula and note....me also forget le....i don't know how to do le....so me is the fisrt come out the exam hall in all CBA students la....when i go out....you also have ask me know how to do or not....but i just answer you....all me aslo forget liao....don't know how to do.....you also just shake your head to me....haiz....i so sad....why i will like that lo.....why i will all forget de....have two subject can get A de....but now two of this subject de A also fly le....i can't get A le....i so sad ar......and so angry myself ar.....why i will so useless de.....when i at home le......me also cry le....i can't accept me will like that ar....but my dear also have "an wei" me la.....thank you......my dear.....i have a bit happy when my dear "an wei" me le......at night.....i not chat with my dear dear le.....because he sleep le.....is him working until too tired....so he sleep at 7pm something le......i feel sad when i can't chat with him....because me already biasa have him chat before he going to sleep....but today he not do like that.....and me also can't sleep without his voice......haiz.....i already too miss him liao la.....one day only not hear his voice....i alreadycan't sleep le....if next time....me not hear his voice....then i will crazy liao lo......sad ar.....dear dear...i so miss you le....i hope i can meet you soon....but now you  busy on your working.....so i can't meet you soon....haiz....sad again ar.....when i just can meet you le...my dear....when you just free le....really want me wait you and meet you when Chinese New Year ma??????i don't want wait so long time ar......i don't want wait until that time ar.....