New hair look

28 January......i decide go dye my hair......haha...so siao o me....haiz....first time i dye hair only ar.....so scare don't know will look good and will accept myself with the new hair look or not.....haiz.....i go my friend's home dye it.....he help me decide to dye brown colour o.....walao....first time dye already dye this colour ar....haha......so geng ar me.....but also good la.....can change look to myself ar.......hehe.....when dye hair is wait quite long time de lo......but after wash hair le.....my friend say the colour so beautiful o.....then i go see the mirror o.....wah~~~i can't accept la.....aiyo.....too shine of the colour le lo.....don't know can back hometown or not lo.....haha......but after that.....i also try to accept le that my new hair colour la......my sister say me dye le this colour.....look me also white le a bit o......haha.....i so happy that i can white a bit le lo......hehe......good ar.....few of my friends also say like this ar......haha.....when i listen le....i so happy la.....then i know i didn't dye wrong colour la......haha......thank you to my friend that help me dye colour de la......he is works at Unique Saloon de la......haha......his name is call Denis la.....thanks la......but i still scare my family will scold me because i dye hair o......all my family never dye hair de ar.....don't know them will scold or not.....but never mine la.....let them scold la.....haha.....i will accept they scold me de.......because me also already know and already guess they maybe will scold me de la.......i have that heart to ready let them scold me le.......hehe^ ^

Not holiday feel

Now me already is holiday le....why i can't and never feel me is enjoy my holiday and no having holiday feel de.....why ar....haiz.....this few days damn tired o me....sleep at morning....and wake up at afternoon de.....haiz.....the sleep time let me "terbalik" liao ar.....sei lo.....when Chinese New Year or when me at hometown....i need to "terbalik" it for me ar....i want sleep at night and wake up at morning ar.....don't want always like that le....if not....later i will become siao le lo......haha.....almost all Ktar students go back their hometown le......but for me....is not yet back le.....haiz.....kesian-nya....me need to wait until 6th Feb just can go back home ar....haiz.....sad lo.....charm lo......at Kampar here....me also don't know want do what ar.....damn sienz for my holiday ar.....my sem break ar.....haiz......have know few friends through my friends....they is Kampar people o.....haha....for me is ok la......hehe.....they also so funny when they are talking la.....haha.....

今天是我超级伤心的一天

今天早上my dear和我说他其实都不是爱我的......那他为什么要和我在一起......我那么好让你们男生骗感情吗??????你们真得那么觉得玩弄别人的感情是一件很开心的事吗?????那可以请你们都不要那么无聊吗?????不喜欢就说啊.....为什么还要欺骗我说有多爱我多疼我?????你知道你真的让我彻底地对你们所有男生都失望了吗?????/就是因为你而已.......因为你这样做真的真的伤透了我的心我.......从今天起我都不想和你做朋友或情人了......我会恨你一辈子......我对你那么好那么关心你.....每天都担心你会有什么事......你呢??????反而却这样对回我......这样你的心真的会好过吗??????不喜欢我的话.....当初就不要和我说要和我在一起啦.....还让我觉得我真的找到了我的心爱人.....应该可以和你长久的......可是换来的结果却是这样的......而且你还让我觉得你比我之前的男友都对我很好很疼爱我........原来所有的一切都是假的.....原来都是你要玩弄我.....才这样的.....我都不知道为什么我会那么的愚蠢....既然会选择相信你和你在一起....我真得觉得我自己是不是盲了双眼.....让你这样对待.....我从今天起我告诉自己......不可以在那么愚蠢和那么轻易的再相信你们男生说的话了......我会一直都把你们男生是朋友而已了.....因为我不想再受到任何的伤害了......我的心真的真的伤透了......永远都不会好了.....永远都会有一道被你伤害的裂痕了......没有人可以不会着一道裂痕了.......

Damn sad day to me

Yesterday is my final exam de last paper le....i so happy because i can finish my final exam le....and i have freedom le....i can rest enough le....i also can do anything that i like le....when exam that time...i really so pity ar....not enough sleep to me.....i always study....study...but i juzt take my note and sit infront my baby laptop there sambil study sambil facebook-ing and msn.....haha....this semester i so geng o....just take note but not study de.....i also don't know myself how can go exam de ar......haiz.....but this last paper make me so sad and make me disapppointed to myself and my lecturer Miss Anne....Miss Anne....at here...i say i'm sorry to you....i let you disappointed to me le......i score the question....all have come out on the exam paper...and all i also have study....and memorize all the formula and the note...but when i take exam.....anything to me also forget liao.....all formula and note....me also forget le....i don't know how to do le....so me is the fisrt come out the exam hall in all CBA students la....when i go out....you also have ask me know how to do or not....but i just answer you....all me aslo forget liao....don't know how to do.....you also just shake your head to me....haiz....i so sad....why i will like that lo.....why i will all forget de....have two subject can get A de....but now two of this subject de A also fly le....i can't get A le....i so sad ar......and so angry myself ar.....why i will so useless de.....when i at home le......me also cry le....i can't accept me will like that ar....but my dear also have "an wei" me la.....thank you......my dear.....i have a bit happy when my dear "an wei" me le......at night.....i not chat with my dear dear le.....because he sleep le.....is him working until too tired....so he sleep at 7pm something le......i feel sad when i can't chat with him....because me already biasa have him chat before he going to sleep....but today he not do like that.....and me also can't sleep without his voice......haiz.....i already too miss him liao la.....one day only not hear his voice....i alreadycan't sleep le....if next time....me not hear his voice....then i will crazy liao lo......sad ar.....dear dear...i so miss you le....i hope i can meet you soon....but now you  busy on your working.....so i can't meet you soon....haiz....sad again ar.....when i just can meet you le...my dear....when you just free le....really want me wait you and meet you when Chinese New Year ma??????i don't want wait so long time ar......i don't want wait until that time ar.....

Not mood day

Today is my last paper le lu~~~that paper is Understanding Financial Information la.....haha....i so hapy that i can fiinish my last paper le......and i can relax and have freedom after this paper le......hehe^  ^but i have a bit nervous and scare le....because this paper make me so nervous le.....lecturer tell me this paper i study well and do well when exam.....i can score A le....aiyo....when i listen this....i so happy la....but i also feel nervous and have stress la....lecturer tell me this le....haiz....i scare i will let her disappointed ar......now me study also not so memorize all ar......don't know want how to exam la......me so pity ar......haiz.....fear ar......what can i do le??????i just try my best to do when exam??????or what le......so i decide i do revision until morning go exam la.....hehe....gambateh and good luck to my last paper la....i hope i can do it la.....Miss Anna Chee...i hope i can do it la.....i will try my best to do it well de.....try don't make you disappointed to me de.....thank you......Miss Anne....you give me this make me need to do well.....i also hope all friends who take this paper will do well la....gambateh to you all la......good luck lo.....hehe^ ^at last...i also hope i can faster meet my dear dear le....i so miss him le.....haiz.....be secret la.....haha^ ^

A sad and pity day to me

Today i sleep over time liao ar....make me not go take my resit paper that is Computer System ar.....walao....so sad liao lo.....make me cry le awhile.....haiz....because my eyes lo....so i will sleep over time liao la.....haiz....and before everyday i also not enough sleep le....so yesterday i go sleep...then sleep over le lo.....haiz.....really is siao ar....when my freind call me wake up is almost finish exam le lo....i also can't go exam le lo....haiz...never mine lo....nut don't know next sem or 4th sem still can resit or not o....haiz....sei lo...need pay money again ar....ish~~~so hate myself ar....why i want sleep....if me not sleep...then i can go de....haiz....shit ar...but after that i still have one more paper that is Bahasa Malaysia la....haha....i never study it o...just straight go exam le.....hehe....this subject de exam really easy o....i think will difficult de....who know easy than i think de le....i so happy o.....haha....maybe this subject i can get good result de.....haha....after go back home le....me still want study ar....tomorrow still have one more paper to exam ar....haiz....gambateh ba....

A new hair to me

Yesterday...i go exam on afternoon.....walao...so geng lo me...without study also go exam ar....haiz....this subject maybe need resit le.....because me not study le.....haiz....come out the question a bit same with tutorial paper de ar.....wah~~~make me siao le lo......then i come out after one hour only....then i go back find my housemate and freind that they at saloon make their hair become straight o.....after i accompany them at there until night....just finish do ar....siao le....after that...i also decide make my hair lo......haha...so suddenly de decision o....i go saloon on 10pm more....haha....finish my hair is already 2pm more le....walao....too late liao lo.....but i have take my note go there do revision de la.....haha.....sambil doing my hair....sambil do revision o......so geng ar me....me at there take many picture o....because there have mirror to let me take picture ar....haha....so happy o....but i can't memorize all le.....haiz....sad liao....my eyes ar....haiz....so pain and turn to red colour and bengkak liao o....geng lo.....after that...i go ghany eating with Li Fang...then we go back study but is me study...she sleeping la....haha.....after that...me beh tahan le....so me also go sleep lo....hehe

Not mood study

Today...i don't know why my friend want try to accept her boyfreind back in nest time if the boy come find her back.....i really to sad and a bit angry when i hear this.....because is me help her solve all the problem to let her study well and get good result in exam.....that time....i really disappointed to her le....but i also think le....i don't want give her any oppinion and to advice le.....because what i say de also not listen from her.....after that...she know me disappointed to her le....she always say sorry to me....and i also not say anything to her....because i really want don't ignore her le....but at last le....i also not do like that....today....she make me feel so sad....let me can't focus and concentrate in my tomorrow de exam paper that is Understanding Economics la....haiz....myself also sad la....why i can't focsu to study....i always force myself to study and to do revison ar......haiz....the answer still same.....really so sad...i think want give up le....don't want study le....but my friend tell me...any decision just do after my exam....and i also try to listen what they say de.....so now...i try to study and to my best in tomorrow exam la.....gambateh la....haiz

At home per day

Today....me and my housemate stay at home and play monopoly again.....haha...but today is 4 person play la....Esther....Pui Kim....Lee Fang and me la.....Lee Fang is Esther de classmate.....she is a nice person de.....haha.....she tell me about her boyfriend and her de problem when we all finish eat dinner at home....today de dinner is Esther...Pui Kim and me cook de.....haha...many dish o.....aiyo.....can't eat finish o.....haiz....because too many dish for us eat le.....after that....Lee Fang tell me her story la.....walao....too many story about her o....and so geng o......haha....me also try to help to solve the problem la.....me also so geng o....will help her to solve problem o.....haha....me also have tell my story la.....also have few story tell her la......haha....today is a funny day and a nice day to me and my housemate la......hoho.....long time me not like that happy le....thank you.....my loving housemate and Lee Fang la....me also nice to meet her and be friend with her la.....haha^ ^i love you all la....my loving housemate and Lee Fang.....

A less sleep day

Yesterday is my final exam de first day.....and the first paper is Quantitative Method la....haiz....make me too sad le....because i not do it finish ar......and the graph also wrong le....because i trust my friend....then i do wrong le for the graph.....what the hell ar.....after that...i really feel wanna cry o.....haiz.....after go back home le.....want go sleep de....but can't sleep...then go eat kunch with my housemate at Red Island Cafe.....then go back home play monopoly....that is a funny game la......haha.....at 7pm like that....i go Ipoh Branch de Elken to listen the Bio Pure Ken talk.....that is the professional de people from USA and one is from Malaysia to come Ipoh talk......both of them are so professional......they let me know few problems about water de.....water is a thing that we want to cherish de.....because after few years.....we will face the problem that lack water in Malaysia le......haiz......after the talk.....we go eat dinner plus supper lo.....haha...i already too hungry le......sad ar....until 12am more just can eat my dinner o.......charm......but never mine la....also have fun when we all eating.....we play a game that eat the hotdog with different taste de.....have honey taste....and have many taste of the hotdog de....we order two hotdog that are too spicy and two hotdog that are honey de to let Ah Keat and Onn Zai guess...then who take the spicy hotdog de....the whole car de people need to eat.....so sad....that spicy hotdog is Ah Keat take le....and me sit his car....so need to eat....but just a bit spicy only la......haha...not so spicy de......after that...we go back home lu.... because we all also tired le......hehe^ ^like that pass a day again le......so fast to pass......

Start final exam le

Tomorrow is my final exam start le....but i not about final exam le.....how come ar.....aiyo....today i go graduation of Elken de class o.....hehe^ ^because we start exam le....so we will stop the meeting le.....haiz....so charm lo.....first paper is Quantitative Method la.....but i no so scare this subject la....because have formula de.....just see us know how to do it or not only la.....we want take it easy for us de.....haha....i have try to do pre-test that lecturer give us de.....half easy half difficult la.....haha......but do until half le....me feel so tired and lazy do le.....hoho....then go find my housemate....ask them wanna yum cha or not....because me feel wanna go yum cha le.....they also say ok....then we go MM yum cha lo......haha....after that....they go sleep lo.....but me le....continue do pre-test la.....haha....me want do more mathematics question....then i can do it when tomorrow exam la.....haha....straight until morning go exam....after finish le....come back sleep lo.....hehe.....

A funny night for Elken member and me

Today is a person that he is Elken member birthday....his name is call "鸡脚"......i don'tknow he correct name is call what...but this is his flower name la.....hehe^ ^paiseh la....actually me is don't know him de....but he is Eklen de member....so Ah Keat call me go lo.....we help him celebrate at Dataran,Kampar.....haha....too funny to them le....they play the flour and water....aiyo.....but i didn't play la....haha....necause i not like to play this de.....it will make me feel so "geli" after play the flour with water la.....i just stand at there see they all play only......after that....they still take the cream from the cake there to play o....aiyo....but it also normal la....because the cream is every people also will play when have person birthday de la.....haha.....after that....they catch people that are boy go play "aluba" o.....haiz....make others and me laugh o.....when they decide want catch Tai Wei....Tai Wei run o.....when he run.....all people also try to catch him le....all also follow him run to catch him......haha....he run until Block there....also not one can catch dou him ar.....haha....then he come back let them catch to "aluba" le....he don't want run le....because he no energy to run le......ngek ngek.....so funny to they all ar.....after that....all also go back bath.....after bath le....we go Ghany yum cha lo.....they all give me a funny and happy night le....thank you to you all la....hehe^ ^like that also pass a day le lo....tommorow mean now is all Ktar students start their final exam le lo....good luck and gambateh to all Ktar students la.......hope you all will get flying colour of the result in final exam la.....^ ^

Did i am a bad person to you all?????

Today my freind tell me...what they feel about me.....when i know whet they feel about me.....i think did i am a bad person to you all....did i really is like that too bad......or is me not brain......always make me hate me......classmates hate me....freinds also hate me...all people also not like me.....did i really too bad like that ma??????我坏到连禽兽都不如吗??????i really like that ma??????i have to change myself le.....you all have me have a bit change le ma??????few of freinds also like that say me.....did i is like that ma??????i bad until the 禽兽 also can't be?????who can tell me the truth.......what person am i?????i want how to change.....you all just not treat me like that......我很伤心.....原来我是这样的一个人.....为什么我会是这样呢?????为什么我做不到一个好人呢?????为什么我不可以和别人一样呢?????为什么啊?????我很讨厌我自己......家人不疼爱我.....朋友不喜欢我......为什么我会是这样的一个人??????我不喜欢我自己是一个这样的人啊...........去到哪里都好.........我永远都是一个坏人...........从不会是好人........我恨自己一辈子.........我不要这样的我啊........我要改变我自啊..........可是我永远却改变不了.........为什么天要这样对待我呢?????为什么啊?????????????

                           thank you to my freins that tell me what a person that i am......

Funny and happy day for me

Today...is a day that i look forward it coming soon....why i will look forward today le....because today i can go sing k le....not need do revision le...haha...so happy o....is my sister-Boeing date me go de......hehe....me...Sook Ching...Boeing....Feng Lovex....Yu Ping...five people of us wanna go Big A sing k...who know Big A are not do business today...so Sook Ching so sad le....suddenly...she say go Ipoh sing k o....because she really want sing k today...so we also agree go Ipoh sing k.....then we go fetch Yu Ping and go Ipoh Parade sing k lu~~~~~haha....all happen so suddenly o.....ngek ngek.....when we arrive there le.....we straight go K Box there and ask we want sing k de...so need a room.....haha...at room there....Yu Ping and Sook Ching so geng ar....they non-stop sing k ar....me and Boeing sing until we feel tired....because we not sound to sing le....not like them so geng....still have sound to sing o....haha...after that...we go walk awhile....then we go back Kampar lo....hehe.....after that...we all also go back home lo.....me also go back do a bit revision lo......when me reach home...my housemate call me go eat dinner with her.....then we go Go Gossip there take our dinner lo....their food not so taste and delicious o.....me call curry chicken also not the taste of curry de...haiz....very disappointed to the shop le.....after we back home le....me start do some revision lo.....me need to cherish my time to do revision ar.....final exam is coming soon le lo......haha....my new day is like that pass again la.....hehe^ ^

Have a happy and nice day

Yesterday....me have a happy and nice day with my X housemate o.....because i go find them and call them teach me Quantitative Method and Understanding Economics for my final exam that coming soon......i go find them on afternoon.....after that...i also date them go eat dinner....one of my X housemate fetch we go CHAI LEE there eat dinner....i call the Rice of Sambal Sotong...same with one of my housemate....then our dish is come le....we just eat...who know my rice of sambal sotong....the sotong all also is the head of sotong and less body of the sotong....because the sambal sotong is me and my housemate one toghther cook de....oh my god....i take the more head of sotong that one....make me eat le....feel wanna "muntah"....because few head of sotong just cook half only....i feel so "geli"when  eat.....aiyo...first time go eat already like that o....next time go also don't want call that dish le.....ish~~~after that...i go their hostel to do revision and try to ask them the question that i don't know.....they also teach me...not like someone....ask them also don't want teach me....after i finish do revision of Quantitative Method le....me stay at there wait the time reach.....why le....because we want go yum cha lo.....haha....finally...is 12.30am le....we go MM there yum cha lo....haha....Ah Dee say long time no see me o....ask me is loss or not o....haha...i say yes la.....me loss le...then now come out again lo...because me long time never go out and just stay at my hostel only.....hehe....i also feel happy when go yum cha with them....like that already pass a day le....haiz...so fast the time is passing.....

A tired day to me stay at home

Yesterday is Sunday....i never sleep from Saturday until Sunday....when afternoon...i realy can't tahan le....then i go lay down on my bed....just straight sleep le....i sleep until 6.30pm just wake up....haha....if i not go lay down on my bed and sleep...i think whole day i will headache and eye pain....because when i not go lay down on my bed....i already feel that....so "xin ku" o....haiz....maybe is worry my friend Syberia....because she call me and tell me something....so make me so worry her and i can't sleep at whole night.....haiz....never mine la...she is my friend ma....so i worry her is correct de....yesterday i try to do revision and study....but also is same...me can't remember at all....i so angry and become no mood le...haiz....at 10.30pm....Syberia tell me want come me here to teach her Economic and UFI for exam....so i let her come le.....i try my best to teach her lo....she also ok....no problem....after she go back home le....i feel my bone so pain....like the whole bodies is not mine de....so"xin ku"...then i try lay down on my bed.....i also have same feel...after i really can't tahan le...i go eat medicine...then go back lay down on my bed....long time le....i feel better le...and sleep le....haha^ ^....like that is one day for me le....haiz

A day for me stay at home

Today....whole day i stay st home...don't know want go where and go out also want do what.....just stay at home and sit in front of my baby-laptop....msn-ing and facebook-ing....nothing can do for me le......otherwise...me also have do revision of Quantitative Methods for my final exam that is coming soon to me and all Ktar students.....today also as normal day to me and as like yesterday....no change to me.....but today is damn boring...because no movie that i can watch le....and me also want study...so less facebook....less msn....less sms and less watch movie from pps le.....haiz...never mine la....is for my own good de....i will try my best to get flying colour in my final exam de....because i don't want resit again le....i hate resit...because this semester....i want resit one subject that is Computer System la....haiz....i hate computer system de la....how i want to settle this subject le....just can read and remember it....sad ar.....i hope faster pass my final exam....then i can rest one month le.....haha.....and this also is Chinese New Year coming soon le....all Chinese people most like de la....haha...children and adult who not yet marry....can get angpau from their family....their friends who are marry....and others people la.....it also can make us have many money lo.....hehe^ ^ at last...i say gambateh and good luck to all my friends who take part in final exam la.....

No title of my blog

Today....i also same is stay at home watch movie and no go class....because me still sick....so i no go class.....at night....my Elken member and me go Ipoh Branch of Elken to listen a talk that are also is Elken member who are sucessful to share with us.....i so like a member of Elken that person is Jane Tan....before she is a student when she become Elken member.....is her give me more confidence to let me do this job.....i hope someday i can like her to share mt happiness to all the Elken member that i learn and what i see from Elken....now....she as my idol in Elken.....thank you....Jane Tan....i will try my best to do in Elken.....KATHY....i sure you can do it like her.....GAMBATEH & GOOD LUCK at all.....on the other hand.....i watch a movie.....this movie let me know be a person is can't use any bad way to win or to get something that you are wish.....because at the last...it ust will let yourself get the bad thing.....i think all the people also want to watch this movie.....because this movie really teach us want get or win something is use our able to get it....not use the bad way to get it.....so,we must use that we having the capacity or power to get something that we want or we need it.....this movie name is call "美丽高解像".....this is a nice movie for al people to watch it.....this also is a valueable movie for us......as me.....i so like this movie....i can watch it until midnight or until morning....because this is valueable for me to watch it.....i also have learn something from this movie.....i think it has some helpful  for me or another people who have watch it......at last....i think this movie will have many people to watch it.....hehe^ ^.....at last....i hope my family and all my friends will support me when i do Elken this job.....

A boring day to me

Today...whole day class...i also skip again le....why i will skip is because when i wake up....i feel have a bit not feeling well le....then i decide don't go for class le.....after that i lay back to bed and take a rest.....until 1pm more....i just wake up......when i eat cake as my brunch....i feel wanna"muntah"....i also don't know what happen to me....maybe is me almost sick le.....after that....i really sick jor....haiz....charm ar....now already near final exam le....me just sick o......sad ar.....why me want sick in this time de la.....haiz.....then whole day i also stay at home watch movie.....never go out.....because i lazy and i sick jor.....so don't want go out.....today i happy a bit le....because yesterday night have a friend "an wei" me and sms with me......everytime sms with him...i will feel happy  when i have sad la.....haha....this is my best friend also la.....even i know him not long time la....but he also is a funny person la....will say something to make me laugh de....thank you to him la.....until night....me also stay at home watch movie and sms with him only....really is never go out to my hostel o....haha....me so geng le.....

Sad and funny day to me

Today...my classmtes and me have participate a game that call Treasure Hunt....this game is organized by English Society de.....my class will take part in this game also because Mr.Daljjet....is him call us to take part in this game de....then we also follow what he say and we juzt do it.....why it will funny is because is need to through a station and a station de.....it just like Survivor.....all the participatient run whole college except the basketball and volleyball court there only....walao...fisrt time i run like that o....haiz....that really too tired to me...when i play volleyball also not like that too tired ar.....hehe...but never mine la....we just go play and enjoy the game only la.....haha

At night....i msn my friend that i know him at Kampar here de.....i tot him as my best best friend at Kampar here...but today he say something to hurt me le....i really too sad le until me crying.....i just tell him....you are different with last time when i know you le....and i just want him can sms and chat with me like last time that only....he say he have girlfreind le.....his girlfriend he also not do like that to her.....and say me force me sms and chat with him o.....walao....when i see this message....i already feel wanna cry le.....then i say less sms and chat with him even he has girlfriend le lo.....he say their have their own private and their freinds de.....in this time....me already cry le.....i can't tahan he say what to me le.....i really too sad too sad to him le....start today....i tell myself....i will less less chat and sms with him le.....he hurt me like that....i will try to care myself when if he want hurt me second time......at last....me and you will just be normal friend....you never are my best best friend at Kampar here le.....you let me know you also same with my freinds only...so i no need treat you so good la.....all the problem about them....i sucessful solve it le.....thanks.....

Skip class and understand something

Today...i so geng lo....whole day class i also skip or ponteng le....never go to whole day de class....my housemate also same with me....ponteng le whole day class.....haha.....because this is last week for us and for all Ktar students le......haha....at afternoon...my housemate say want go Tesco...then we just call Honey there de car fetch me,Esther and Jie En go Tesco.....haha....Jie En today also come find me  and my housemate....so we decide go Tesco together lo.....at there...just only me and Esther have buy things only....Jie En never buy anything...because she don't know want buy what...so no buy lo.....me and Esther buy le too many things o....walao....me almost siao le when i know i buy too many things.....haha....first time buy too many things at Tesco with friend......after that...we go back home and cook 'Yi Mee"to eat as our dinner....is my housemate-Esther cook for me de....haha...thank you...Esther.....hehe....after dinner le...i have to go Elken to meeting with all member of Elken.....until 10pm more...we go MM2 yum cha.....today Ah Kit from Elken member teach me something that how to sells and how to promote things of Elken to everyone who are needed.....besides that...i also understant something that he teach me de......thank you...Ah Kit....i will remerber what you teach me and what you are say to me de.....i hope i can faster upgrade tp manager and earn more money to myself that i can do anything that i like.....especially i want buy some thing from Elken to my family and i want change my handphone with using myself money.....i don't want always take money from my family because they earn money also so pity.....thay why i will choose Elken as my part time job to do it.....thank you.....Elken...is you give me this chance to try earn money from myself as easily....i hope i can do it as well as.....i also want earn money to myself using and as my poker money.....kathy....must trust yourself....you sure can do it.....you sure can so fast earn so much money from yourself.....gambateh la...kathy....you trust you can...then you sure can.....

我的下一站幸福来了吗?????

我的下一站幸福来了吗.....是近在眼前.....还是远在天边呢?????还是根本没有下一站幸福呢???或是没有属于我的幸福呢?????我的幸福真的不会来临吗?????我可以哭出来吗????我真的真得好辛苦好难受了......一个人的生活好孤单好辛苦..........我不想再这样下去了.....或我可以就这样一了百了吗?????为什么其他人总是活得那么好.....而我却那么不好呢?????我都好羡慕他们啊.........today whole day also not mood...don't know why and what happen to me....maybe is them make me like that...i think i want give up them....i don't want complicated with them le....is it true to me?????did i want do like that ma?????i feel wanna cry.....whole day emo....don't know want do what.....make me so confuse at all......haiz....i want crazy le la.....i hate it ar.....

What is this topic about?????

Today i know the problem about me and them le....actually....me and them just can be friend...can't be couple de....because why i also don't know la.....i just know why they want so caring and so worry me....then we just is relationship of friend.....haiz.....i also solve this problem from one of them le....another one i don't know want how to solve it....maybe i just let it like that ba....because another that one....this few days maybe he not free because something happen to him n his famile le......so i don't want disturb him also....just let it ba....all things to me also is not true de la....i don;t trust this at all le la....i hate this le la.....always make people so fan about this problem de la.....what the hell la.....angry le la.....never mine la....i decide le la....just put it away from me la....now we just is relationship of friend only la.....anything just wait you all tell me la....i don't want become "sha po" at there guess le la....want guess this....guess that....so fan ar....my final exam is coming soon le la.....i need to prepare and study or my final exam la.....anything wait after my final exam just say to me la.....

A damn tired day to me,my young uncle and my young aunt

Yesterday morning,my young uncle call me wake up to help him clear his new house....because he need to move from old house to new house on today.....so i can't choose....just wake up and go help him clear his new house at Sri Gombak,Kuala Lumpur.....walao....i so pity le...sleep at 3 am more....8 am more let my uncle call me wake up le.....haiz....after that still want help him clear his new house who have three floor....when we arrive there....we faster go to clear the house....my uncle go back to old house pick up things whenever not yet finish pick up to new house here.....then...my young aunt and me faster clear all the things......t there...handphone no line....make me can't sms with my friend who i have say before....i feel so curious when i can't sms to them o....haiz.....we all clear the new house until 9pm more just go back to my hometown....first time i feel too tired after cleaning whole home.....after reach home....i faster go bath....because i can't tahan at all le....after we bath...we go eat dinner at 10 pm more....haiz....really pity o.....after that....my grandfather call me help my cousin pack their books.....then i just do it until 1am....after i go back my room to online until 2am more and sms with one boy of them.....sms until half...suddenly i sleep le....i also don't know what time i sleep....i just know i so tired only....until today morning....my young uncle ask me want follow them go move their new house or not....i say i don't want go because i too tired and i no enough sleep few days le...so i stay at home sleep....haha^ ^

Don't know what title about this blog

Today....i just know have two boys so care about me.....but they  sure will always sms with me de.....i think two of them is really care me and so worry me....maybe is me think too much....but i think is no me think too much...two of them make me feel like that ar....charm lo.....two of them....me also know them no long time only la.....aiyo...what i can do to them le....why i will know that de... is because me so fast can know what are boy think in their heart and their mind.....sei lo.....what can i do.....i also always sms with them de....awhile no sms with them...i will feel curious le....did i love them also?????i want how le....if i love both of them at same time.....i just can choose one only le....who did i choose him become my boyfriend le....if one day.....both of them tell me...they love me....i want how ar.....sei lo...sei lo....i don't know how ar...who can teach me....what can i do ar.....help me ar.........i really don't know how ar...i so scare when i face like that de love problem ar.......anything i do or what i doing.....i also tell both of them ar.......haiz...i don't know want how ar.....

Happy New Year Eve

Yesterday is Happy New Year Eve....i go countdown with my friends at SINCERO & THEME,Ipoh....when we at there....is too many people going to countdown at Ipoh there....there all also is for clubbing de.....so will so many people go there to countdown Happy New Year....i go two places when me at there.....Barrom,Zero Degree,Voodoo,Lush and others also full le....really is too many people ar....so we go THEME.....almost is time to countdown....me,Jia Wei,Kai Sheng and Ah Tai go to Sincero there countdown....because there have Jia Wei's friends....so four of us go there.....at there....they always call me drink beer...because i can drink too much and never drunk....so always call me drink....but after that i feel a bit "pengsan" lo....because really is drink too much le....i also don't know drink how many le.....haha....after that....we go back to Theme again....to join back my friends.....haha....at Theme...we all so high and so enjoy le.....until 3 am more...we all go out and go beside de shop there to drink tea....after drink....we all also go back home le....