Sad week to me

This few week....me also having too bad mood la.....what the fuck to me o....haiz.....sad la.....wanna going die better than now la.....no people worry...no people care.....die le more good lo.....especially today and yesterday.....me really too bad mood....until me really wanna going die le la.....this few day....me at hometown happen le too many thing at me here la.....a few is aboout love de la....a bit is about academic de la....and about working de la....me at hometown also crying few times le....no people know this incident la......me also long time no write blog le.....because me also no mood write blog le.....why me always also got bad things happen to me de.....why ar....tell me why ar...me so hate myself la....me still can do what to myself o.....help me ar.....so hate all people who say me cheat them de....actually is you all cheat me la....no me cheat you all la....going die la....hate you all......

A few scaring day to me and my family and my village people

This few day....we here also got thief coming o.....yesterday already got 4 people come le....2people pass through my home here....and don't know how many pass through my room here.....i got hear sound....but i didn't wake up see is what happen la....because i know maybe is thief le....so i so scare....i didn't wake up and go see la.....they also got knife in hand de....so this few day i cant sleep well also.....always will wake up when i got hear sound....i really so scare la....don't know how le....i want go back kampar la.....for safety la....haiz....make me headache la......what i want to do o....report to police also not use de la....here de police is like shit de.....all are not use de la.....everyday de night i also cant sleep well le la....aiyo.....make me and all villagers so scare la.....why the thief want do like that de la....not money use....then go working lo....after that got money use le lo....aiyo....what the help la.....angry la.....

A bored holiday 4 me and something i see clearly

From 16th Oct start is my college holiday le....that day also is my last paper exam le.....i so happy because can faster go back hometown le....haha....i so looking forward it coming to me le....hehe...finally i can go back hometown le lu....but this holiday to me is so bored la...at home nothing do also...not sleep...then is eat and watch movie.....or is go find friend chat or go out play with friend...except this all nothing can do for me le.....haiz....i like at college study than at home nothing do o....sienz ar.....who can help me ar....wanna crazy le lo....also less communicate with my classmates also....haiz....charm....two weeks de holiday ar....where i want to go....always stay at home so boring la.....now i already sure friend is cant too trust them de....sometimes they also will use you.....or sometimes they will at your back say you de....i really really see clear that all le...a few say friend with you....otherside,they is using you de.....i so disappointed to my a few friend la...they "terhadap"me like this....haiz....in this world.....cant say you want friend with who de....when you really want friend with them.....you also want see clearly their face.....they maybe are evil....but they maybe are not evil de....so we must see clearly de....don't be stupid person....let them using....or a few friend is have thing....they just wanna find you de....but when is nothing....they never find you de....this also is using people de....this all i also is see back from my friend here de.....all also happen in them and me.....so me is really clear a friend is cant trust too more de.....and we want be careful our friend la....don't want be the next stupid person le....my a few friend.....i already disappointed to you le....i will never never too trust you all le....

A crazy day to me

Yesterday finally finish my final exam le.....haha...the last paper i so happy o....because i study all de also got come out in exam there o......i study de also is teacher give us de tips la.....but all i also got memorize it la......hehe....so happy la...just only 15 minutes.....i finish whole paper le....just at there wait time....then i come out nia la......haha....Miss Sam...thank you to you la....you give us de tips so good o....all also got come out in exam there....we will not make you disappointed de....we all also got study you give us de tips de....after exam...i call my friend come fecth me go back...how know they say want gp play snooker o...then a person call me follow they go....i think never mine lo...just follow them go lo...because me also finish exam le.....nothing do also de la....after that....we go sing k lo.....until 6pm le......after that we go Ipoh there eat dinner ar....haha...we really so happy and enjoy le.....never mine.....me finish final exam le...can be crazy girl le....haha...so i follow them crazy la....after dinner...we all back home la.....me reach home also want 9pm le.....hehe...me 2days not sleep le....so reach home le straight go bed sleep o....also not yet shower de...i'm sorry la....haha...because i really so tired le...not way le...cant tahan le.....haha....sleep until 5am more just wake up....then sure go shower lo....because not yet shower de ma....haha....after until 8am more go eat breakfast with friend them.....then all also same is go back home la....because they also not yet sleep de......haha....and me ar....at home playing facebook o....watch movie lo....msn o.....nothing can do le.....until night just go out la....haha....today is last day at Kampar le bofore i go back to my hometown la....me tomorrow morning want go back hometown lu....my hometown....my family....and my friend....you all wait me come back la.....me tomorrow come back le....haha...so happy o...can go back hometown le....hoho......so miss you all la.....to my Kampar de friend...you all take care la when i not at Kampar here ar....hehe....enjoy yourself la.....dun miss me ar....i go back hometown two weeks nia la....so fast pass de.....haha....if you all miss me....then call me or sms me la.....haha......just joke nia la.....dun so serious la.....hehe.....hope my friends all will enjoy their holiday when they all at hometown la.....haha.....

A too tired day to me

Today i too tired o.....because yesterday sleep le fem hours then go working.....after that i accompany someone until this morning.....i just got go back home sleep nia.....but this morning i angry someone le...because someone say with me.....want eat breakfast with me and friends.....so i go back bath first lo.....who know someone sms tell me say not going eat le.....too tired le...friends all also go back home le....wa.....angry o...accompany until morning say want eat breakfast de.....suddenly say don't want go le lo....i really le lo...i also tahan until morning to accompany someone ar....so hurt to me o....so sad and so angry la.....what the help o......then never mine lo....i sleep la.....haha....me sleep le so long time o....until night le just wake up nia ar......haha....geng o me.....but my friends yesterday also got accompany me la....if not ar,i like'sha po'at there o......haiz...never mine la...don't angry le...not next time le....don't let myself too tired le....a few people say my face so 'cham' le.....haiz....always night also not sleep...sure will like that la....cant do it gain le la....will crazy de ar me......want sleep more le.....sem break must take more and more de rest le.....haha...faster finish final exam la.....then i can go back my hometown le....haha....so miss my family....so miss my hometown...so miss my friends.....and so miss something la....hehe....is secret o....haha.........

Unhappy day to me

Today i really so tired o......yesterday study whole night until this morning just go exam....wa....me become crazy le lo.....then never mine lo...just go exam lo...who will know ar...when i get computer system exam ar....all study le de note....i all forget le lo....wa...so angry lo....go die la....haiz...now i think i is resit de la....not need see it le....all forget le lo....so sad and down o....shit la me....haiz.....i so shit de la....wanna crying after exam lo....then i say to myself...never mine la....if resit then resit lo.....today sleep also not enough le la....still want go working o....what the help o......so charm de la me.....working jiu working lo......but when i working o.....i so sleepy lo......haiz....sienz la.....after working me still not yet want sleep lo.....become panda le....today whole day....i really really unhappy le....because exam la...sleeping la....and working la....haiz....now me bully myself de body ar.....now just wait die nia la....nothing do le lo.....until next day morning just sleep ar.....sha le lo....so hate myself la.....so totally today is my first day who feel so so so unhappy de day la.....so angry la.....go die la....kathy.....always is like this de....what happen to you o.....

A happy day when i working

Today me also is working la....haha.....today also is like that la...just have a staff not working le lo...never mine.....hehe....i also is like that working de la....haha...today dun knpw what happen o....DDS so many customer o....haha....i also happy la...because many people ma.....tonight de dinner have a staff who start today didn't working le de treat me and another two staff eat Pizza Hut o......haha...we earn le lo.....we also so happy la...because got Pizza Hut eat ma....me also long time not eat le lo....hehe......until night le....the customer start more le lo....we here have 86 de computer la....just only 5-9 de computer not customer nia la.....haha.....happy la....but a bit tired la.....because me not enough sleep o....hehe....whatever la....tomorrow not working....can sleep la.....haha...but also want study Computer System o.....sienz la....dun know how o....not tips also la.....haiz....difficult to study la.....haha.....five chapter le....die le lo....today my housemate cook jagung let me eat o....haha...but i forget eat le...never mine la...tomorrow i just eat la.....haha....sorry to my housemate la....hehe...hope you forgive me la....becauase today is really so tired la.....