Sad week to me

This few week....me also having too bad mood la.....what the fuck to me o....haiz.....sad la.....wanna going die better than now la.....no people worry...no people care.....die le more good lo.....especially today and yesterday.....me really too bad mood....until me really wanna going die le la.....this few day....me at hometown happen le too many thing at me here la.....a few is aboout love de la....a bit is about academic de la....and about working de la....me at hometown also crying few times le....no people know this incident la......me also long time no write blog le.....because me also no mood write blog le.....why me always also got bad things happen to me de.....why ar....tell me why ar...me so hate myself la....me still can do what to myself o.....help me ar.....so hate all people who say me cheat them de....actually is you all cheat me la....no me cheat you all la....going die la....hate you all......