1 March 2010 is a sad day

Today is my last semester de final exam result come out......yesterday night i can't sleep well....because i scare my result will get bad.....who know is really get bad result ar....haiz.....i can't think i will get the result like that ar.....get 3 fail subject o....i need resit this 3 subject in this semester...if not...i can't go Diploma when i finish Certificate ar......haiz....i stay at home and cry whole night.....i can't think anything and can't do anything that i get the result like that.....my 干妈call me and say good thing to me....don't make me feel sad....thank you....干妈...i know you also is for my own good only....i know what you do for me de....i also thank you to my dear....even he not accompany me....but he also have 安慰 me la....call me study well and exam again to get well result....i will not let you all disappointed de.....next day(2 March 2010) coming le....my dear....干爸and 干妈 they all can't find me at all.....because i want let myself think clearly.....they all call me until my handphone almost boom.....also can't find me at all....that day is my dear want bring me go Ipoh take dinner de....but i not receive his call because i playing volleyball and don't want receive all the calling from them.....i'm sorry about that....make you all worry to me.....because i want "冷静" myself.....dear...i know you worry me and care me...but i'm sorry that i not receive your call.....you don't know what i feel when i get the bad result....i really sorry about that to dear....干爸and 干妈.....i make you all worry me whole day le....sorry....please forgive me that i do like that.....i promise you all....i will study well and get good result when i exam....i will not make you all disappointed again de.....