26 March 2010

26 March 2010-Today i go clubbing with my friends that are Vicky...Miracle...Yvonne...Kumar...Wei Keat....David and Nelson......they all also is my Ktar friends......hehe.....today go Barroom because got the Mask party event.......go clubbing is my first time with them......also is my first time drunk le.....haiz....so malu ar.....maybe is me sick jor....so easy to drunk.....or they order that one don't know what.....me drink le have a bit drunk le.....really don't know ar......i never drunk before de.....today i know what the feeling of drunk jor la.......haha......i also so happy when inside there o.......hehe^ ^why i like clubbing le.....because can let me relax and forget all the things......i so like this feel....so i like to go clubbing......hehe^ ^on next day....i still got a bit "pengsan" o......walao....me vomit two times le......hehe....so "ge li" ar.......first time drunk and first time vomit.......actually vomit and drunk is so "xin ku" de......not next time o......i don't want try already ar......when i drunk.....i feel want dear besides me and care me.....but he at Penang......hehe....dear don't worry about me o.....me ok de.....hehe^ ^sorry dear....bebe drunk le let you worry me......at last thanks my friends that are caring me when i drunk especially Kumar....Vicky and Wei Keat.....thanks to you all.....i promise you all.....next time i will not drunk again.....because i don't want and don't like drunk jor........

24 March 2010

24 March 2010 is me and my dear dear together o.......hehe.....i so happy that i can meet a person like him.....he treat me so good....so care me.....but me want few weeks just can meet him......have a bit sad o......but never mine la....he want study ar......i also want study ar......hehe.....dear....bebe always will wait you come back meet with bebe o.......together with him i can feel me so "xing fu"......sometimes will feel sad because he can't meet with me when i so miss him......but somtimes will give me suprise......hehe^ ^dear....bebe together with you....bebe so happy....bebe hope can with you together forever....never will break......hope dear can do it for bebe.....bebe love dear so much.......sometimes bebe hope dear can besides me......but dear at Penang study....can't besides bebe.....have a  bit sad o......hehe.....everyday bebe also so miss you......one day miss you more than one day.......

19 & 20 March 2010 is a fun day for me

19 & 20 March 2010 is Barroom & Club 9 de Lick My Lollipop event.......Barroom and Club 9 is the organizer......haha.....i so happy that i can go clubbing le lu.....because long time i not go clubbing le......hehe....thanks my friend....Benson that he bring me go clubbing ar......two days also is at same place o......haha.....but 19 March only me....Benson and Evelyn go......but at Barroom there....we know few friends from ipoh de.......hehe....they so nice and friendly.....they are Alfred,Nic,Aaron,Ricky and few people.....hehe.....nice to meet you all o.....that day i so pity ar....because i never eat thing....then go drink beer le.....haiz......me stomach pain and blur blur.....so "malu" ar.......haiz......after that....we go yum cha la....then all also go back home lu.....on next day.....Ricky sms me and invite me and my friend go clubbing again.....then we say ok.....so we go clubbing again la.....haha.....so happy that i can go clubbing in 2 days ar......hehe......20 March that day.....me and Evelyn go Zero Degree le.....then go back to Barroom again.....because Zero Degree so sienz ar....not suitable to me......hehe.....at Barroom....we meet few people from Ktar o....they are Fishy,Lin Wei,Novex Tham,Pui Chin,Jia Qi,Carmen and few la......hehe.....we also join them and my friendz that yeterday know them de to dance and drink beer......haha......that day so fun o.....because my friends all also at there......hehe.....besides that....the DJ from Barroom there call me go stage there dance ar.....i say don't want because so malu and i not so clever to dance only la......hehe.....after that....we go Voodoo le.....at there fun again.....Jia Qi call me go stage there dance o.....got me,Evelyn,Jia Qi and her friend go stage dance.....a bit malu o me.....hehe......

me and you break le

This is you give me de valentine day present....thank you.....

your valentine present....i will cherish it....because i so love it

所有的事情终于都解决了......我的心整个都轻松了........我很开心......我的心情都变好了......我真的真的很开心咯.......很感激我的干妈和干爸......在这段日子里.....都是你们在支持我........没有你们的支持.....我觉得我早已经崩溃了.......谢谢你们我永远都是你们的乖女儿.......永远都是你们心中的好女儿......我答应你们的东西........我会做到的......我不会让你们失望的......^ ^
12 March 2010 is me and my dear break de day.....i will remember the day when me toghther with you de.....i miss it de......hope you will care yourself.....hope you get a girlfriend good than me.....maybe she will treat you good than me treat you de......hope you all the best la.....you never cherish our  loving.....i so disappointed on you.......take care yourself ar.......

10&11 March 2010

i think we will end soon.......coz i can't tahan you anymore.....you always misunderstand me ar......i also so hate u like that misunderstand me la......not only you say i be disguested with you la.....ok?????i also have mother born me de ar.....i also have my temper de ar.....not only you have your temper ar~~~~~now me is endure you now ar.......if continue like that ar......i will crazy soon ar.....i too disappointed on you le.....you always make me so sad and so angry on you lo....my dear....did you have think sometimes you also have worng de......how you can always like that de......i really don't know why you will become like that de......i so sad lo......i treat you so good....but you treat me le.....bad ar......i so pity o......anything i also think you first ar....that you have do like that???????haiz......nothing to say le ar me......我的心彻底变灰了.......无论任何事都为你着想........换来的结果却是这样的..........我真的很失望........很伤心.......我也已经心灰意冷了........你要怎样就怎样吧.............随便你啊........无话说可说..........   >.<

Don't know what title about this

我是否放弃所有的一切??????放弃他.....放弃爱情.....放弃学业.....我现在找不到任何人生目标......只是感觉到我要放弃所有的一切......放弃现在我所拥有的一切.....我好矛盾......我不知道我要干什么......还是我需要时间让我自己冷静呢??????我该怎么办才好??????我真的不知道......我只知道我真的真的累了......好像什么都不想要了......去一个很遥远的地方......让自己冷静......我的心已灰了.......... >.<

1 March 2010 is a sad day

Today is my last semester de final exam result come out......yesterday night i can't sleep well....because i scare my result will get bad.....who know is really get bad result ar....haiz.....i can't think i will get the result like that ar.....get 3 fail subject o....i need resit this 3 subject in this semester...if not...i can't go Diploma when i finish Certificate ar......haiz....i stay at home and cry whole night.....i can't think anything and can't do anything that i get the result like that.....my 干妈call me and say good thing to me....don't make me feel sad....thank you....干妈...i know you also is for my own good only....i know what you do for me de....i also thank you to my dear....even he not accompany me....but he also have 安慰 me la....call me study well and exam again to get well result....i will not let you all disappointed de.....next day(2 March 2010) coming le....my dear....干爸and 干妈 they all can't find me at all.....because i want let myself think clearly.....they all call me until my handphone almost boom.....also can't find me at all....that day is my dear want bring me go Ipoh take dinner de....but i not receive his call because i playing volleyball and don't want receive all the calling from them.....i'm sorry about that....make you all worry to me.....because i want "冷静" myself.....dear...i know you worry me and care me...but i'm sorry that i not receive your call.....you don't know what i feel when i get the bad result....i really sorry about that to dear....干爸and 干妈.....i make you all worry me whole day le....sorry....please forgive me that i do like that.....i promise you all....i will study well and get good result when i exam....i will not make you all disappointed again de.....

When Chinese New Year

This year de Chinese New Year have a bit boring le.....maybe is because economic not good....so chinese new year also not like chinese new year le.....angpau also less le.....haiz....this yesr de angpau money less more le....but never mine la....is not a bad things also la....haha....but every year de chinese new year also will not change de is gambling la.....haha....one year just one times only la....every year i also go my frineds home to gamble de.....this year have a bit charm.....play what also lose de....but play "rami"...i will not lose ar....haha....i win few money o......hehe^ ^i go back to bidor on "初三"....because i follow my aunt go back and i go find my friends la.....hehe^ ^when "年初一"....my home that maid "pengsan" and go in hospital.....because she get stroke le....haiz.....sad when hear that la......god bless her can get soon well la.....on "初四'....i also go back kampar le.....because my dear want me accompany him o.....and on that day night....he bring me go Jusco watch movie....but all the movie also full le.....haiz....sad ar....i can't watch any movie....but i also happy because he bring me go "gai gai" la.....haha....after that we go back kampar find my "干爸and干妈" yum cha at Kim Jing la....hehe.....but that night i not home can go back ar....because when me go out....i forget bring my key go out also....so i go Unique there pass a night la.....haiz....my dear also not go back his home sleep....because he scare me alone...so he accompany me sleep at Unique there la....thank you...my dear....thanks for accompany whole night....make me not scare anymore.....i knwo you so care me and so love me....i also so love you and so care you at all.....i hope our love will longer and longer....will not break.....because you are the one treat me so good....so care me...so love me that i haven meet before....我会珍惜你的......我也会珍惜我们所拥有的一切......我也会珍惜我们彼此的爱.......更会珍惜我们彼此....i will not easier to say break with you....i also hope you will not do like that.....i love you forever....my dear.....

Chinese New Year

Every year de chinese new year...i will so happy...because i can get so many angpau from my family....my friends that who are already wedding.....haha.....this year also same la....but when i not yet go back hometown to celebrate chinese new year....i go Ipoh with two friends buy new clothes la.....walao....i buy many new clothes le o.....haha....but all the clothes also is just normal normal de la.....hehe.....i not buy too sexy de la.....i still remember that day we go buy clothes is very rush de.....because when night....we want go "宴会" at Tanjung Tualang....is Vic bring me go de....so we buy clothes also so fast la.....after that 6.30pm....we rush go back Tanjung Tualang for the "宴会".....walao....bath also not bath....just change clothes....then straight go le.....haiz....first time go like so curious de "宴会".....haha.....after the "宴会"....Vic and Dennis want fetch me go back my hometown lo.....they fetch me go back my hometown on 10pm.....i call my grandfather and tell hime now i just go back....and call him tell the maid later open door for me.....hehe^ ^but when we want go back my hometown is the "宴会" also not yet finish de.....haha....no ways la.....i'm sorry about it....because we rush time la.....hehe.....after reach my home le....i just know my grandfather wait me and he watching WWE o.....haha....grandfaher...thank you la....i love you so much ar.....and i'm sorry need you wait me come back.....after i put all my things....i bring Vic and Dennis go eat dinner....because at the "宴会" there....we not est anythings ar....so hungry ar.....haha^ ^after that....they also go back kampar le.....when they reach kampar also is midnight le.....paiseh ar....hehe^ ^and at the "宴会" there....i also know my boyfriend le....hehe^ ^i so happy when i can know him and he sms tell me he love me.....is him let me have the confidence to "拍拖"de....i want say thank you to my dear.....i love you so much....whenever you want me wait you...i also will wait you de....because i love you....