A sad and moody day to me

Today afternoon,i go see doctor again.....i ask doctor....my injury leg is ok le ma?????he say is ok le....then i say this week can i play volleyball.....he say this week me is better don't want play volleyball first....for my leg rest more first....and i say next week i can go competition or not......he say can le....not problem le......but i tell my my friend who is lead us in volleyball team.....she say me mayb cant go inter campus le......and mostly can go la.....when i hear that i cant go inter campus compete le....me already become sad and no mood at all le.....already want cry le......because i training until like that pity and injury le.....suddenly tell me maybe cant go inter campus le.....my heart like give a knife hurt le.....already heart pain le.......did i really cant go inter campus on next week??????i hope i can go.....because this maybe is my last chance to play volleyball with they all and go compete with they all le......because next year when i finish my certificate account course.....i will transfer back to main campus there study my diploma accounting course le.......if i cant go.....i don't know me will how to accept that result i cant go inter campus for compete.......i think me will toos sad.......