2nd Mar 2011

Today I having bad mood and very angry

I really pissed off from my family

You all are not my family

Because you all never care my feeling

Now I want to withdraw also can't

What's wrong about that

I got my reason and I can do decision by myself

I not a child

I am adult already

No everything also need to ask you all how to do or what can I do

I know what is important to me and what are no important to me

Now I want withdraw is because the result is too bad

I also can't accept it and I don't hope to get bad result again

So now I want to working and earn money first

I don't want half study and half working

That is sympathise for me

You all never know that and you all never know me

This is call family??

I really hate you all always like that

I dislike the thing you all do

Bull shit >.<

Especially you...

Not everything I also want to follow your meaning to do

You are my family

I just respect you but please don't over it

Everyone have the limits of tolerance

Don't everytime also like that to force me or scold me

Ish %@&

♥ 24th Feb 2011 ♥

Today is Thursday

I didn't go for lecturer class

Because my mood is still down and sad

Yesterday I get my result

And I feel so surprised about that

My result got two subject fail and I need to resit

The main reason make me feel sad and down is Fundamentals of Accounting

I don't know why I will fail this subject

I didn't do anything wrong when final examination

I really blur that why I will fail this subject

Haiz>.<

Yesterday I cry when I was at home

Until today my mood is still same

I really speechless for that

Next week I gonna face two tests and one two assignments

This semester is a short semester

So everything also gonna be rush and rush

Lecturer also need to rush to teach all the note

This semester I must be hardworking to study and get good result

I don't want fail any subject again

Recently I really get in trouble of financial problem

I don't what can I do

I still thinking whether I stop study or continue to study

My heart is so confuse to make decision

What can I do and have any suggestion to solve it

Haiz><

More three days is me and dear one month anniversary 

Hope our love will be more stable than now 

♥ Love You ♥

10th Feb 2011

Today is Thursday
Today also is Chinese New Year@初八
Tonight is Hokkien need "拜天空"
This is the law of Hokkien
Today I also stay at home to worship
Today also is my dear come back from Hatyai
I miss him so much
This year Chinese New Year is getting bored
Because nothing to do and no place to go
But I got my dear accompany me to pass my Chinese New Year
Haha =)
Lucky I got my dear by my side
Dear~I Love You so much
My sick until now also haven recover yet
It get more serious than before
Very bad and weird
I already go see second times of doctor
Haiz >.<
When just will recover back 
I getting suffer since I sick
Flu...Cough...Sore throat and fever all is come visit me in the same time ='(

24th Jan 2011

Today is Monday
Recently I can't sleep and keep insomnia
Sum more I get sick until high fever,cough,flu and sore throat
Haiz >.<
This all let me feel suffer and suffer
So today I take leave from supervisor and take a rest to stay at home
Yesterday when working I feel blur blur and vomit 2nd times
Walao
But after that I still can endure it to continue working
At last I can take a rest around 2am
Saturday that day supervisor bring me go shopping with his girlfriend@Fish
She also is my another supervisor
Haha
We shopping from 2pm more until 8pm more
Six hours of shopping but we didn't buy so many stuff
Just a little stuff only
Because we don't have much money to buy more stuff
This all the stuff is for my Chinese New Year
Actually all this stuff is clothes
Haha =)
This year all the clothes that I buy is skirt or dress
I didn't buy short pant
Recently I feel he treat me cool
I also don't know why he will like that
But I always find reason to let me don't think too much that is he busy for his working
He busy to planning his birthday party and his overseas working
He told me he want go overseas working and feel bored about that job he working now
I didn't say anything that he decide to do that
I will respect him to make decision and I won't say anything
Hope after that he won't treat me like that again
God bless me and him

15th Jan 2011 ♥

Today is Saturday
I don't have to working
Because my schedule of my working is Saturday I off day
Today I can rest enough and sleep enough at home
But my activities at home just have watching movie and online
Really bored for that
Haiz >.<
I almost become mold that always stay at home
Finally tonight my dear can come find me and accompany me ♥
Haha =)
He long time didn't accompany me because my final examination now
He don't want to disturb me and want me concentrate to study
So sms also getting less when I exam
I really miss my dear so muchie ♥
Next week Monday is my last paper for my final examination
I feel very happy that I can get my freedom and relax
I can get my holiday and enjoy my holiday start from next week Monday after 4pm
Weepiu ~~~ XD
I really happy to hope that day come faster
More few weeks is Chinese New Year
Everyone is ready and preparing to celebrate Chinese New Year with their family,friends and relatives
I also same goes to them
I can get together with my family,friends and my relatives soon
I can get  many and many angpau when Chinese New Year
Haha =)
Just think it only also feel happy
One of the new year
One of the new starting
I want to happy to pass everyday
Hope my family,friends,my relatives and my dear can happy always and healthy always
Hope the career of my dear can proceeds smoothly in all the time ♥
Hope my studies will smooth and good
Then I can successfully to graduate after one year more
Hope everything on me is good and good 
One month I didn't update my blog
Because I don't have to online and less online
Finally today I can online and update my blog

Dear I Love You Forever ♥

Miss You Forever too ♥

16th December 2010

Today I decide want go back Kampar walk walk
But I don't know the aim I go back there is for what
Maybe is want go back see old friends
But they will at Kampar or hometown
Anyway I also want go back
Because I ask my friend to help me buy train ticket
Haiz >.<
So expensive about the ticket
Or is me long time didn't take train go anywhere
So i don't know the price is increase
Buy never mine
I will stay at my friend there
Hope I didn't disturb her 
This few days I also don't know  what happen
Why I will miss someone badly
Why I will wanna see him anytime
I know me and him is impossible
Why I still want do like that
Why I want make myself suffer
Haiz >.<
I really suffer in this matter
Is it I love the person who I can't love
Hope I have a happy trip at Kampar
Hope after I come back form Kampar,I can forget anything that I want to forget
God bless me anytime
Tonight I really feel free until I go make the temporary tattoo
Walao yeh~~ 
I can't trust I will do that
Hahaha =)
Me really crazy =D

12th December-Last Day of PC Fair

Today is last day of PC Fair at KLCC Convention Hall
Today also have many people come to visit
I also saw few of my friends go there
Yesterday night I cause something happen
Then my tears drop ='(
I also don't know why I will cry that cause the matter
Maybe I care it
After that few of my friends them keep calling me and send message to me
But I didn't pick up their call and reply their message
Because I feeling sad when this matter happen
That day I also deactivated my facebook
They all can't find me 
Today my mood is no good
So I also less talking with my teammate them and other promoter
I just stand at there doing my work
Today the customer is really "三八" 
Is his phone got problem and can't track in
He still scold me and say his phone no problem
What the hell is it
That is dealer don't want accept his phone but not me
Scold me also no use
After that the dealer also accept his phone and sell Nokia X3-02 to him
The customer really is crazy @.@
But my supervisor say me that no need help dealer to do that thing
Just let them to do it
I just saw them no enough staff and too many customer
So I just help them and the customer is buying the phone that I promote one
Haiz >.<
This is difficult matter
I don't know how to say it
I just keep quiet at there and don't want say more with him