16th April 2011

今天是星期六
我今天去拔牙和补牙
总共花了我一百五十块
哇~~~~~很贵啊
医生说我的牙齿不美
还有些牙齿补
我突然觉得我很可怜啊
又补牙又拔牙
天呀
为什么你要在我情绪低落的时候给我这份礼物
Haiz >.<
开什么天大的玩笑哦
我还是很想你和爱你
我真的不想就这么轻易放弃我们的感情
不过你没有给我答复
我一直都在等着你的答复
等着你的答案
我想我们可以重头来过
之前的事就当没事发生
到现在我信息你,你也不要回复我
我就一直地等一直地等
等到你有一天回头
我承认当时是我一时之气和你说分手
可是到最后我都生气自己为何这样说
那时候我真的很白痴很生气自己
如果时间可以重来
我希望我没有和你说分手
我们还是好好的
如果时间可以重来
我希望我会比现在更爱你更了解你
可是我知道时间是没有可能可以重来
只是看我们自己可不可以重来
我好想对你说:对不起,宝贝
I Love You ♥

15th April 2011 ♥

Today is Friday
Is the 2nd day that I break up with my dear
I break up with him on 13th April 2011
We break up is cause a small matter
But I don't know why I feel regret when I say break up with him
And when I say break up with him that time
I cry until non-stop
My eye also "bengkak"
That day before I say break up with him
I run away from his home and he was worry about me
Because he sms me and call me that can't find me
But I got call him back after I know he sms me and call me few times
Until today I also can't let him go and wanna together back with him 
Moreover I know don't have this chance to let us together back 
Today morning he sms to me and say something that make me feel down and down
That time I together with my friends at McDonald
I feel suprised when I receive his message
Because I don't know he will sms to me again
I feel gonna cry after saw the message but I can't cry
Reason is I promise my friends that I can't cry again
Hope everythings on him will going smoothly and he will get his happiness
Hope he will find a girlfriend who will better than me
Dear I love you and miss you ♥
This is a last chance that I say I love you and miss you through my blog
Our memory I will keep it in my heart and my mind

our couple ring from Lazo Diamond♥

My dear and me♥

♥My dear take photo that first time smile =) 

2nd Mar 2011

Today I having bad mood and very angry

I really pissed off from my family

You all are not my family

Because you all never care my feeling

Now I want to withdraw also can't

What's wrong about that

I got my reason and I can do decision by myself

I not a child

I am adult already

No everything also need to ask you all how to do or what can I do

I know what is important to me and what are no important to me

Now I want withdraw is because the result is too bad

I also can't accept it and I don't hope to get bad result again

So now I want to working and earn money first

I don't want half study and half working

That is sympathise for me

You all never know that and you all never know me

This is call family??

I really hate you all always like that

I dislike the thing you all do

Bull shit >.<

Especially you...

Not everything I also want to follow your meaning to do

You are my family

I just respect you but please don't over it

Everyone have the limits of tolerance

Don't everytime also like that to force me or scold me

Ish %@&

♥ 24th Feb 2011 ♥

Today is Thursday

I didn't go for lecturer class

Because my mood is still down and sad

Yesterday I get my result

And I feel so surprised about that

My result got two subject fail and I need to resit

The main reason make me feel sad and down is Fundamentals of Accounting

I don't know why I will fail this subject

I didn't do anything wrong when final examination

I really blur that why I will fail this subject

Haiz>.<

Yesterday I cry when I was at home

Until today my mood is still same

I really speechless for that

Next week I gonna face two tests and one two assignments

This semester is a short semester

So everything also gonna be rush and rush

Lecturer also need to rush to teach all the note

This semester I must be hardworking to study and get good result

I don't want fail any subject again

Recently I really get in trouble of financial problem

I don't what can I do

I still thinking whether I stop study or continue to study

My heart is so confuse to make decision

What can I do and have any suggestion to solve it

Haiz><

More three days is me and dear one month anniversary 

Hope our love will be more stable than now 

♥ Love You ♥

10th Feb 2011

Today is Thursday
Today also is Chinese New Year@初八
Tonight is Hokkien need "拜天空"
This is the law of Hokkien
Today I also stay at home to worship
Today also is my dear come back from Hatyai
I miss him so much
This year Chinese New Year is getting bored
Because nothing to do and no place to go
But I got my dear accompany me to pass my Chinese New Year
Haha =)
Lucky I got my dear by my side
Dear~I Love You so much
My sick until now also haven recover yet
It get more serious than before
Very bad and weird
I already go see second times of doctor
Haiz >.<
When just will recover back 
I getting suffer since I sick
Flu...Cough...Sore throat and fever all is come visit me in the same time ='(

24th Jan 2011

Today is Monday
Recently I can't sleep and keep insomnia
Sum more I get sick until high fever,cough,flu and sore throat
Haiz >.<
This all let me feel suffer and suffer
So today I take leave from supervisor and take a rest to stay at home
Yesterday when working I feel blur blur and vomit 2nd times
Walao
But after that I still can endure it to continue working
At last I can take a rest around 2am
Saturday that day supervisor bring me go shopping with his girlfriend@Fish
She also is my another supervisor
Haha
We shopping from 2pm more until 8pm more
Six hours of shopping but we didn't buy so many stuff
Just a little stuff only
Because we don't have much money to buy more stuff
This all the stuff is for my Chinese New Year
Actually all this stuff is clothes
Haha =)
This year all the clothes that I buy is skirt or dress
I didn't buy short pant
Recently I feel he treat me cool
I also don't know why he will like that
But I always find reason to let me don't think too much that is he busy for his working
He busy to planning his birthday party and his overseas working
He told me he want go overseas working and feel bored about that job he working now
I didn't say anything that he decide to do that
I will respect him to make decision and I won't say anything
Hope after that he won't treat me like that again
God bless me and him

15th Jan 2011 ♥

Today is Saturday
I don't have to working
Because my schedule of my working is Saturday I off day
Today I can rest enough and sleep enough at home
But my activities at home just have watching movie and online
Really bored for that
Haiz >.<
I almost become mold that always stay at home
Finally tonight my dear can come find me and accompany me ♥
Haha =)
He long time didn't accompany me because my final examination now
He don't want to disturb me and want me concentrate to study
So sms also getting less when I exam
I really miss my dear so muchie ♥
Next week Monday is my last paper for my final examination
I feel very happy that I can get my freedom and relax
I can get my holiday and enjoy my holiday start from next week Monday after 4pm
Weepiu ~~~ XD
I really happy to hope that day come faster
More few weeks is Chinese New Year
Everyone is ready and preparing to celebrate Chinese New Year with their family,friends and relatives
I also same goes to them
I can get together with my family,friends and my relatives soon
I can get  many and many angpau when Chinese New Year
Haha =)
Just think it only also feel happy
One of the new year
One of the new starting
I want to happy to pass everyday
Hope my family,friends,my relatives and my dear can happy always and healthy always
Hope the career of my dear can proceeds smoothly in all the time ♥
Hope my studies will smooth and good
Then I can successfully to graduate after one year more
Hope everything on me is good and good 
One month I didn't update my blog
Because I don't have to online and less online
Finally today I can online and update my blog

Dear I Love You Forever ♥

Miss You Forever too ♥