22 May 2010

今天是我们分手的第二天
昨天的我还尝试挽回这段感情
可是到最后觉得我还是应该要放弃了
我觉得我挽回也没有用了
因为昨天我看到你好像在按信息
可是你却不是给我的
当时的我真的真的很生气
可是我生气也没有用了
学我的朋友说不是你的就不是你的
是你的就会属于你的
是他的这句话
让我明白这个道理
让我觉得我应该放手了
希望我真的可以慢慢把你的放下吧
可是不知道自己是不是真的做到啊
不过我还是要让你慢慢地从我脑海里忘记你


昨天我在你做工那里不小心看到那些东西了
而且我还看了很久很久
我还被你的同事吓倒哭了
我想你应该你不知道吧
因为你专心地在练桌球
我也没有要打扰你的意思
因为我知道你即将要去比赛了
我在这里祝福你比赛顺利
希望你可以赢到哦
我会为你加油的
默默地守在你身旁为你加油
昨晚我都不敢回家睡觉
因为看到那些东西了
我和我的朋友都很怕
所以她也来陪我睡觉
可以说是我们互相陪彼此
因为她也被我吓到了
有些朋友就说是我多心想多
其实我知道他们是不要我怕而已
真的感激你们帮我掩护
谢谢了
你们只是不要让我害怕而已
我知道你们的用心
真的谢谢啦
没有了男友
也没关系
因为我还有一班很顾我和蛮疼我的
好朋友在我的身旁
谢谢你们
我的好朋友
有你们我才不会寂寞
我才不会孤单
有了你们我才快乐
我才觉得生活满色彩的
真的谢谢你们
虽然有时喜欢作弄你们
或拿你们开玩笑
希望你们都别介意哦
我爱你们哦
我的好朋友

21 May 2010

今天是我和你分手的第一天
不知道为什么我觉得时间很难过
时间过了一个小时就好像过了一天似的
我觉得没有了你我的日子好像都很难过似的
今天的我没什么睡到觉
也没有吃东西也不会觉得很累
根本什么都不想做
真的真的好想见你
我想回很多我们以前的记忆
我真的放不下你
现在的我有点生气自己为何和你说分手
为什么我不和你谈清楚呢
为什么我要那么冲动和你说分手呢
我很讨厌自己了
如果时间可以从来
我希望我们还是开开心心地在一起
做一对幸福的恋人
没有事情发生过
但是时间不可以以从来了
现在你可能不会原谅我了
因为我和你说分手了
也许你会责怪我是个花心女孩
可是我不是花心女孩
我还是爱着你想陪伴着你
可是你应该不会给我机会让我这样做了
如果你不给我机会这样做也是对的
因为是我自己拿来的
有一个好的男友不好好地珍惜
那是我自己活该的
是我自己抵死的
现在说什么都没有用了
可能对你来说一切都太迟了
我想和你说声对不起
我这样对你
真的很抱歉
我的宝贝
对不起宝贝
我永远都爱着你
我永远都守护着你
永远都支持你

21 May 2010

21 May 2010 is you and me break up de 1st day......today i no sleep from yesterday until now......i don't know why i can't sleep......but yesterday until now i damn miss you and love you.....i feel want together back with you.....but i not dare to tell you this one......because i scare you will answer me....you don't want le.....you will give up this loving because me.......i really "bu she de"let you go away from me......i really feel want together back with you......did i can do it?????that i can tell you this incident.........we still have chance together back or not???i really don't know.......i so confuse and suffer now....i don't know want how ar......few of my friends also call tell chat with you.....but i not dare to chat with you......i scare to chat because i don't know want how to chat ar......haiz>.< i can tell you is i still love you and miss you.......

520 not a special day to me

i can't do that le

Today is 520.....can say is a special day to every couple.....because 520 mean I love you.......but today i do a decision that is i say break with my dear......before is me want wait him after his tournament then i just see how de......but today he let me see dou he not wear the ring that i give him de......so i decide brezk with him le......but no only this reason i say break with him de.....is i feel dou he not care this loving le......this loving not important to him le......so i just make this decision de.....i hope him will good luck and gambateh on his tournament that coming soon on next week to him la......i also hope him will find a good girlfriend than me......i scare i will regret that i make this decision.....i really sad when i make this decision.....i don't know why i dare to make this decision de.....haiz.....just let it pass ba......at last.....good luck to you la...my dear.....hope u will win the tournament......i will remember the time that we together before.....all of our memory i will keep it in my heart.....i still love you......i'm sorry to make this decision.......

Love

很久没有这种感觉了.....
那么那么喜欢上一个人的感觉.....

但他在我身边时..我并不希望时间能够停止.....

而是希望能够一直下去..在他身边.....

在他要回去的时候..真的很难压抑自己的心情..真的很想哭.....
眼泪不由得想要留下来.....

我才发现..我是真的..那么的喜欢这个人.....

即使我是个在他身边微不足道的一个人.....

我也想在他身边.....

我不会后悔之前发生的一切一切.....

我会珍惜所有的回忆.....

即使你会忘记..就算把我也忘了.....

可是我还是会牢牢记住.....

因为.....

你已经住在我心里了.....

不需要任何租金..时间是一辈子..没有我的允许..绝对不允许你搬出去.....

只希望.....能够继续好好爱你.....

10th May - 14th May 2010

10th May until 14th May 2010 is my college-Tunku Abdul Rahman Kolej Orientation Week for new intake students la.......i am orientation assistant(oa)......so i have to go back to help.......this few days is damn tired to me and others helpers la........but also have funny part de........haha.......this year de new intake student just have few leng zai and leng lui only o........haha........but never mine la.......we go be helper also is want help our college to do something only.........i feel nice and so good that i be helper to help them......even have some problem la......but we all also try to solve it la.......it is a good experiment to me and all the helpers la.......haha.......this orientation week i also have know many friends la.......also have new intake students la.......i want thanks to Student Welfare Committee(SWC) that give me the chance to be helper to help them la.......thank you to SWC.......i very happy that i be helper la.......although is damn tired to me but i also feel happy la........i hope next time i can be helper again la.......haha.......today is last day for orientation week le......also is new intake student and their GF de talent time........al their talent also so funny la.......hehe.....i also thanks to new intake students that i can be friend with you all la.......

1 May 2010

This is her birthday cake la^ ^This is she and her nephew

1 May 2010 is Labour day......is all the workers also not need working de one day la.......but not all also la.....because still got few shops or shopping center business as normally de........before labour day that day.....i already go back aunt home for injection and BBQ la.......we BBQ on labour day because we help my cousin-Ooi Ling celebrate her birthday la.......is her 18 years old birthday o......"da gor lui" lo her.......haha......her cousin buy le 2kg de cake for her birthday la.......is her cousin and her boyfriend sponsor to her de......thay day she so happy o......because many people celebrate with her and have BBQ neh........but so "kesian" for me la.......becauso i sick le.....i can't BBQ le......haiz.....so sad that i can't BBQ le......me long time not BBQ liao ar......yesterday still can't BBQ.......>.<