♥ Love Kathy 4ever ♥: August 2010

Tuesday, August 31, 2010

31 Aug 2010-Merdeka

Today is National Day ^ ^
I did not go there to celebrate
It only had to stay at Kampar
You do not go there to celebrate
Because you do not follow your good friends to celebrate
Do not know why the mood today is very down ='(
I was very upset
I do not know who got on my mind
My mind is really a lot of things
My heart is really a lot of minds =.=
I do not know what to doI really contradictory
Can somebody tell me what to do
Or I think too much
A lot of things about you
I know that rarely share
Most of those things is guess it by myself
Is it is your charactes
But I do not mind
I just want to know you more
But you want to let me know
I just worry about you
Or you do not want me to worry about you
You should know that if you do not tell me
I would be more worried about you
But in the end I did not say it
I do not want you unhappy
So many things I have only received in my hearts
Do not tell you and let you know
Sometimes you think I feel emotions very difficult to grasp
I do not want to because I am not happy and make you not happy
Sometimes I really want to be like any other couple can be together happily =）
Live a happy life every day
Sweet as honey every day to be with you
I really want to be this way
But you have not done so
I do not what to say
Haha =)
Hope everyday can besides you
Then I will feel happy =D

Thursday, August 12, 2010

12 Aug 2010

Yesterday was our first month togetherIs our one month anniversary =）
I bought a couple rings as our one month anniversary gift
You do not think I will give you buy ^ ^
And you forget what day it is =(
Although we do not have special celebrations
But I'm still very happy =D
Yesterday I said something to you
You a little unhappy =(
But I'm just worried about you and care about you only
I do not mean to say so
But you tell me honestly
I do not blame youI only blame myself sometimes really think too much
I am very happy I can meet you =)
I am also very happy to be together ^~^
I'm really speaking to me every time
Although I may be going to KL to study
I know you a little unhappy
Because I want to leave you and go KL for study
But I still remember yourI will not forget you =p
Even if I have more good busy
I will keep in touch with you
We will have time to meet
Although I am not willing to do that
But I for the sake of my future
So I'm going to study what I want of the courses at KL
If I go to KL to study
You are here to take good care of yourself
Do not let me worry about you =o
I believe you would be good to study here
You do not mess anything up =0
Will not let me down
You would not do something to hurt my heart =)
I believe you
Because I have confidence and trust in you ~.~
In fact, I would like to read here
But there are no the course that I chooseSo I was forced to go to KL study

Always miss you =)
Only love you forever ^ ^
Just want to be with you forever =3
Haha xD
A bit nauseating

Sunday, August 8, 2010

8 Aug 2010

Last night I suddenly thought of my friends and I say
He said that if I went to KL study
I am afraid you will find another girlfriend at here
I say you no dare and can not do that
But my heart is afraid you really will do that
And I have to tell you thisYou said you do not know
Such a possibility to do that so
You know I hear you say like that
And you know you are famous in few girls heart
So my heart is really very afraid
I have been there to think
Would you really do that when I was studying in KL
But you tell me
You also afraid me will find new one at KL
However i seriously tell you
I will not find new one that i'm your girlfriend
Me as loving always been seriously
I never and I don't like to play feelings
I hate the people who play feelings
So I can promise you that I will not find a new boyfriend when i study at KL

Monday, August 2, 2010

2 Aug 2010

I'm sorry that i always make you angry....is my fault that i make you angry....is me useless....is me stupid.....is me don't know care your feeling.....is me having a bad temper......is i don't know how to "jaga" your face in front your friends and you......me really helpless on you.....everything me also can't help you......i just know to make you angry and make you unhappy......really sorry about that.....i hope you can don't angry me......now i know what i say also can't let you forgive me even i say many times of sorry.......maybe i not a good girlfriend for you.....but i hope this is last time that i did it......i can promise you no more next time to do that......when i hear your friends say me like that......i really feel want cry.....plus just now you say me like that......i really cry out le.....i know me having a bad temper......but i promise you....i will change it......that is really de....i will not cheat you.....i will not make you angry or unhappy again......