30 June 2010

Today is the fourth 11 days after breaking up

Today, it was originally just a lesson

Lecturer of Cost Accounting, said to make up classes
So today's class to two in the afternoon
Then I went to print format letter to the officer
Is about changing the course of my diploma

I hope I change my course be approved

This afternoon, my friend also helped me to dye your hair

Helped change my hair color

However, the same color

Nothing special

He also helped me cut my hair

I liked my hair now

Looks pretty good

I am also very happy

Today, there are stories to share

Topic is "if"

If happiness is short ~

Then I choose simple ~

If happiness is to sacrifice ~

Then I choose to give up happiness ~

If I really love you ~
Then I would choose bless you ~

If you really love me ~
It should not hurt me ~

If time is short ~
I choose to spend it with you ~

If you have insomnia can not sleep ~

Then I would choose to accompany you talk ~

If you're sad tears ~
That let me be your clown ~

If you're smiling ~

Then I will see you smile ~

If you're really hungry ~
It makes me when you cook ~

If you really want to sleep ~
Then I will tell a fairy tale ~

If you can guard your side ~,
That is my happy ~

If these if true ~
I will be very happy that the ~

This story pretty well

Is written by one of my friends
Quite interesting

So I write to share

Today is also nothing special happened

Everything is normal
Haha =)
If this is the case every day
That many good

29 June 2010

Today is the fortieth day after we broke up
I am very lazy to get up classes

But finally I got up to go to class
Today, it is only for two class
But today's lesson is a bit boring
In particular, the course is Cost Accounting
But I still support the past
Two hours of boring classes so passed
Also discuss the role play tonight
Tired ... tired ... tired ...
No special things today

Around half of all smooth
It is only recently tired
My shoulders are tired side
I want to share a story

Title is ღ Love is a gentle の waiting ღ

Love is across the vast sea of humanity, 1000 to find the kind of back pleating is whole lives on the edge is long and lonely days waiting tender.


I like the sentence: If the edge of deep worry that the edge has come late, if there is a road, why fear a long way,  so I believe that love is a gentle and waiting.


You might ask: If love is the sun again and again projected to shift your body again and again uncertain to dodge, and you believe it or not fate? If you love the lover away from you, and you believe it or not love? Then if this world ever to cold, the smiling faces hidden a piece of film after the cold frost, you can also face the storms of life to resist the one hand, under the thatch in the rain that still has a tender heart of compassion? Perhaps, some answers will be cold Penetrating Bone, but my heart was filled with a gentle dream.

Dream is the only awake decadent autumn leaves, although I can not grasp this dream in the land of my feet to bloom, but I am in a waiting white mood to dream, waiting for this dream to clean to Holy love, just like waiting for my soul a bright light to the beauty of life and the ultimate light. I can not fall from the high ideals down to enjoy the superficial happiness, I would rather quietly in the life of people waiting for that to sing quietly. Both Flower and showers the day was cold Xue Wu of the season, I will be in a quiet, very calm and solitude to waiting. I believe that we have been inch by inch towards each other, although sometimes are alienated way. I believe that some day will, we will bypass the clusters of the gardenia flower bloom Masamori Meet in Delicate, clear the hills, hence no surprise nor shy, but will carefully smile, another said: small world.

Love is a gentle waiting, although I'm not and can not touch her the best of the kernel, but I'm ready for her business, until my life waiting for the emergence of the man.


This is just a simple love story

Nothing special
I quite like this story

28 June 2010

Today is the third 19 days after breaking up
Have two tests today

One is in English Test
Is my make-up tests
Another is the principles of accounting test
Chicken cake ah
Really mad at me
The principles of accounting of the test
I obviously will do
But do not know why, when test
It will not do
What formula and forget to finished format
This time I am sure the dead
I forget everything all
But also to surf the Internet today

The role play on the English
Entitled "1 Malaysia"
What should I do
Difficult to find information ah
Haiz
Today do not know what to do also
My shoulder is tired next to acid
Recently, I have tired
Really want to help
Have to catch up assignments
They do role play
Another presentation
Why are all coming together
All have to rush
I would really silly off
Now really wanted to leave and rest

I really, really tired
Have serious dark circles
Suffer a slightly
Really need a holiday to cultivate healing
I leave quickly come ah
I really need you
Today was the first update blog

I have been tired
I have not the support
I would like to go down
Today, I have to go to bed early

27 June 2010

Today is our third 18 days after breaking up
Today morning, my friend and I go to McDonald's
When we were there, we saw a lot of people

Because they are waiting to see football matches

That we decided to McDonald's food packaging
After we came back Kampar

We in the car eating our food packaging
We also went to The Cues Snooker Centre
Because we do not do things

So go there to play snooker
This afternoon, I had an important person and eat lunch

But he has information that he could not accompany me for lunch
Can not accompany me
My heart was broken
I am also very disappointed
Because he has something to busy temporary
That is to set out his uncle to the airport
I was very like to go with him
But I can not go
Because he set his uncle to the airport, he would go back to quarters
But I have understanding of his
I have been very unhappy

Because he had no time to accompany me
We do not know how long to wait before they can meet
Because we are busy with our studies with each other
Have a happy thing that he asked his uncle to buy a bear for me
I am very happy because he will use the bear as compensation
I am not very good mood today

Because this matter
I'm really very happy
I know he is very happy
Because he promised to accompany me
But he did not accompany me
This evening I want to study notes

Because tomorrow another test
Haiz
Really good poor
Why so many tests
But also the assignment and presentation
Silly really fast
So much homework
But also continuous
Never stop
I am really tired

Tired ah
Help ah
Who can help me ah
Too much homework, ah
Today also wrote to the College
Is written on the transfer courses and branch
Rest early today

Early to bed
Whether it so much

Do not know what to do today so tired

26 June 2010

Today is the third 17 days after breaking up

Today is Saturday
I have no home and no home to go back aunt
Because I want to stay here to do homework

Also surf the Internet
Long time no home
More than one or two weeks to go home
Have missed the feeling of home
Recently homework to catch up

Have trouble with diploma to enroll in any courses
Do not know the course better suited to read
Really worry ah
If there are no elections to the curriculum

Should write to the Officer
Then they sent KL Main Campus approve
Before we can know if we go there to study there are no courses
Haiz

Why do so many procedures to
But it does not matter
I thought I should have chosen the course of studying
I hope I can successfully graduate from the certificate
I choose will be attending the diploma course
Hope that everything proceeds smoothly,

Do not have any errors
Otherwise, there will be trouble
Current efforts to study

Good test of all tests
Word is read properly
Successfully graduated
That's good
Efforts to properly refuel

It is saying hard for my future
Do not let the family or the people around me disappointed
A few months only

Fight in the end
Do not admit defeat
Do not give up easily

25 June 2010

Today is our third 16 days after the breakup
Today I was sick
Is cold and cough
Each time recovery, and sick again
Today, I have to share the story of love
Title is after breaking up, I met you

After breaking up. I know you, but. Do not want to see you again

You gone well. I will not bless you. Passes well. I will not laugh at you
Because we are from strangers
I am no longer your world. My world no longer have you
I can not cherish you. Sorry
My lose.'s Your lost

Some things. Even if you do not belong to you again like
Some things are destined to bear to you then give up
There are many kinds of love in life. But do not let love become an injury
Some of fate is doomed to lose
Some Love is never have a good outcome
Love someone do not have to have
But with one person have to pull out love
Serious love. Love to

Men cry. Because he really loved

Women were crying because she really gave up
If good faith is a kind of hurt. I chose to lie
If the lie is an injury. I choose silence
If silence is a kind of hurt. I chose to leave

If the loss is hard. You afraid to pay
If the confusion is hard. You would not choose to end
If the quest is hard. You would not choose to come to their senses
If the separation is hard. Who you would like to talk
Later look at a lot of things. Many things were not feel bitter
However, when I could not find the way to. There is a love. Obviously love. Nothing
Obviously want to give up. Can not give up
Knows to be suffering. But the declining time is not open
Without knowing the way. Heart has been retrieved

The moment you decide to give up I cried. My tears that I really love you

"We never say break up," We did not hold this promise
Love is not a game. Love you is true. What is courage
Is crying for love. Or cry with you to leave
I really do not know. Every injury and pain. I can only retreat to escape. Escaped no one's place
With tears allow yourself to become stronger

Maybe love is just as lonely
Need to find someone to love
Even if there is no end
The wound is given by others
Adhere to the illusion of their own
Boys like me. Always a pain, it hurt yourself. Gradually becomes selfish
Many people do not need good-bye. As only passing through it
Forgetting that we give each other the best mark
I do not know a person's life can have much time to another person
Love can be instant. Blink of an eye between the love
Memory of a lifetime. Forgotten us strong
People are like that. Originally traumatic. Are loved
Everyone has different feelings. Heavy price for finding dream often we can not afford to
Earthly happiness. For the smile. Just about love

Because of love. So leave. I like this sentence
Some feelings of such a direct and brutal. Tolerate any twists and turns warm
Leave with warm feelings. The truth is better than the pale. Just something to die too fast
Feelings of being understood is a blessing. Waiting to be understood as a solitary
We gave each other another chance of happiness
But this happiness is no longer you give
I no longer given. So strong a blessing to each other smile
Do not look back no longer belong to each other to create share of happiness

These are my experience of love
The so-called "the pit, an intellectual"
When we face we must understand the truth of love
Otherwise, the last regret is that our own
The expense of our own it
Therefore, we should beware of crooks

24 June 2010

Today is our third 15 days after breaking up
Today I feel just fine
Do not know why feel happy
Recently liked to write something about love
Then share with friends what I had written
I wrote the note will post to facebook note or wall post there
This share is looking for friends
Maybe because I love was seriously injured
So will write something about love
Recently, a man I will miss him
But he is not my ex-boyfriend
Do not know why I would like to see him
Haiz>.<
Let it be so much
ღ love a person can only do soღ

Heart was heavy cloud space great

Ah ~ so cold, really cold, so cold never been
Colder the cold heart of people, I really lonely ah well
In fact, a heart, there is only one baby

Every time I see her emotions, I feel like the sky as
Would have to change at any time is fine, or rain
If the heartbeat can slow breathing can change the natural
If only temporary gorgeous and I wish her eyes I learn to be brave
She said she was not happy as long as not a happy time, to give her a drop of eye care

But I am human, I am not god
I am not cold-blooded
I also intend

I also know how well to care for their loved one
Not happy to see you unhappy
You are not in good health
I really like really want to
To care about you
To take care of you
I really wish, wish
Your side at all times

I really want a good flow through you my warm finger
This is not my strong period of time you want to
Be happy to know you

I would like to, but not yet
Own mistakes committed
Let me come to bear their own
I am not your time I would learn a strong Society of fun

I'm going to get rid of things you all do not like
Some people you think you can meet
There are some things that you think that can continue to
May then turn to what you scatter that between

Some people you see in too, and some things you just can not go on
When the sun goes down, when they rose up, everything changed
Accidentally in not turning back, when the meteor flash of that moment that
I recorded with my heart love you all your life promise
I used my love you, let you feel aggrieved
I use my footprints to prove every step of the future of life is I never betray you
Let you know my life without you accompany
Dry and withered lack ~ I will not give up a love for me and my love for you my heart prefer dry

Is a relevant note with love
To be busy with school work recently
Perhaps I am the night before to go to update blog

23 June 2010

Today is the third 14 days after we broke up
Nothing special happened today Today I finally grow up
I think opened
I will not let my friends worry
I got the answer
No love in my life
Only academic and friendship
Love it temporarily disappeared
Over the past is gone
nothing is more important than academic
ღI love lostღ

Love lost
It disappeared in the autumn in
With the yellow leaves sway
Land degradation in the pale

I love lost
Angel smile its doom
Because I lost
I can not write
No story fall

Flashing in the sun lenses
Free from the sorrow of this world
I love lost
As the day was reflected
I do not know where to go

Devil's blood
Such as flower
Wither tuft to tuft
I love lost
In blood and tears in
Pretend strong

Every sunset and dusk
Still a beautiful sunset
Only the shoulder by shoulder with my people
Far away from my world
I love lost
Left me ar
Such as blood in the setting sun in the solo

Cockroach's virginity
Lose again and again
To leave your own grief
Would also like to bring your beautiful
I love lost
The wind remains calm
Heart is dead

The familiar phone number
Is a little removed
I can remember cleaning
Can not forget the feelings of
I love lost
Also unable to recover

Sorrow, regret, pain
Are false Wizard
The plants are in the past
Will eventually be destroyed by the winter snows
I love lost
In the struggle
Struggle

I love lost
Finally lost their

I hope you will support my decision to do this
Because I am really tired
Tired of love
So, no love

22 June 2010

Today is the third 13 days after breaking up
Today I found a lot of things
These thing I have not found before
That is something some people miss is the lifetime of the truth

Some people have no chance to see

So there is opportunity
But hesitated
Not see each other as
Some of it buried in the heart for a long time
No chance to say
When such a chance to say
Not said anything about the
Some things still have not done
So there is opportunity
Do not want to do it again

Some love has no chance to love

And so have the opportunity to love
Have not love
Some people have many opportunities to meet
There are always excuses for avoiding the need to
Want to see the time until the opportunity has not
Some words have many opportunities to say
But he never talk about it later
Say the time has no chance

There are many opportunities for a lot of things to do

But day by day delay
When found not want to chance
Some love to you many opportunities
But you do not care
To attention when the opportunity has not loved

Sometimes life is always ironic

I, a turn may be
That good forever
Do not know how to bulk up
After much deliberation the final itself
Was not sure what had actually separated from each other because
And then suddenly wake up
Feelings that so many vulnerable
Even more sad is that
Withstand wind and rain
But can not afford ordinary
Wind and rain can go the same way
However, their fine will be scattered
Separation may be only pique
Perhaps only because the small things
Have been, and good sweet fantasy
Or a reunion hug when
That time will beat the other side edge tears
Still grinning

It is more beautiful picture of the

Did not expect that
One other was actually a lifetime
So each have their own life
People love each other
Have love
Is now independent of each other
Even in the same city
Not have come across

One day

A moment
Walking in the same street
Can not see each other
First sigh
Later, we have no
Because you find another one for you
Maybe you're happy
Maybe you do not well
Because this may be your only man gifted with a real heart to you
Long, long time
No other news
No longer think of this person
Also do not want to think of

Today, I understand this truth
Although the late discovery, but better than not found
I have no regrets now found

Prior to know the truth, but not so understand it now

21 June 2010

Today is our third 12 days after breaking up
Something happened today so I am not very happy
But I will not care about these issues
Only silly people who will go to care about these questions
Today I went to bed just a few hours
Because I can not sleep
Do not know what to do, I will not sleep
This morning I went to test
After testing, I go home to sleep
I was sleeping at that time only
After I went to school
Come home until 18 o'clock and more
I also do not go out today, is in addition to conducting classes
Do not know why I do not want to go out, just want to stay at home
I do homework at night and listen to songs
Today's mood is not good, the only glum
Perhaps it is because something
Or forget it
The past is past it
Do not think about it, nor wants too much
Let time take away all the unhappy things of all
To return to my own
'll make it through my own life
I lived a single life
I will be happy, will not be sad
Continue to live, to continue efforts to study
Gambateh and good luck to myself

20 June 2010

Today is our third 11 days after breaking up
Today I was in a rush assignment to my group member
Tomorrow I will give him the information I have found
I have a test tomorrow morning to test
I have not study the notes
How to do it
Study notes the night tonight
Tonight is the final and the semi-finals held in The Cues
My friend and I have to watch because it is a race to see just fine
Competition is about to end at 0:00
After a friend is out there to play snooker
I'll be there to see them play
TheCues boss has asked me to drink a glass of beer
Because I know he is, but we are still friends
I know him because my ex-boyfriend of his employees, but also his sworn
Where they celebrate their successful completion of this tournament
This is almost 2am, I walk back home
Today at 19:00 I am also more in out
Because it is just going to watch the tournament
Nothing special happened, everything is normal
Haha=)

19 June 2010

Today is the thirtieth day after we broke up
It can be said today is the first month after breaking up
Today, I do not where to go or go out
Today I just stayed at home only
Afternoon I'll catch the assignment to my group members
Because Monday I will give him the information I've found
After looking finished, I'll go take a nap
To 20 o'clock before I wake
After I went online to facebook
I also see a series by my laptop
This series is a new series, shot in Hong Kong actor
The drama of the play's name is "蒲松龄"
Is a series looking just fine
Stay at home all day today
Eating is also looked for food at home
Today, I was moldy at home
However, it also does not matter
I do not often go out
Because I want to save pocket money
As long as I do not have to go out, pocket money will not be used
So I have pocket money to buy things I want
This can help me save money and when the money used for emergencies
Saving is a good virtue for me and others people

18 June 2010

Today is the twenty-nine days after breaking up
Today 9:00 is another part of our class who test
This test is only available one hour to complete
I almost did not complete the test
After testing, I go home to sleep
Sleep until 3pm just wake up
Thereafter me will continue to watch a movie
Until 5:30, a friend set me back Bidor
It was my aunt's house
Today things have no place in particular
Evening friends and set me back Kampar
Sunday did not have to go back and help grandfather and grandmother celebrate Happy Father and Mother's Day
I am sorry about that
I do not want to
To be brought into school work and homework
So do not have to go back to celebrate
Haiz>.<

17 June 2010

Today is breaking up the second 18 days after
Classes as usual today from 9:00 to 5:00
But today there is only a small section of the class to just 2pm
Because today is another small section of the test that
I will be the one to 2pm classes of people
Today is also organized by the Buddhist Society of Dharma Night
But today I did not attend, because some things happen
I do not know that they did not have success
I do not want to ignore the things of Buddhist Society
Tonight is The Cues Snooker Centre held the tournament 1st day
I have to watch, because it is just to support a friend
They have not disappointed me, because they won the first round
Tomorrow is the second round of the tournament
But I did not go to watch
I go back home aunt that at Bidor
I hope my friends will refuel and effort to match
I will support you spiritually
Watch their games today are very good
At least not so that I am disappointed today
After watching the game, I went home
Today is also nothing to break
The SMS was awakened by the afternoon my friend and I went to bed an hour only
Woke up, not go back after sleep
Then me online and watching movie from PPS

16 June 2010

Today is the 27 days after breaking up
Today it is a lesson only
Should be said that every Wednesday is a lesson only
Time is from 10.30am until 12.00pm
This morning I was sleeping up to 9am more
And then prepared to go to class
After class, I go home online until 1pm more
Then go take a nap, get up to 6pm
And friends had today is to go to night market
Who knows when we go to when it started to rain
We will cancel the plan to the night market
But we will eat dinner at Kim Keong
After dinner, we go home
Have been raining today, so we did not go out
Today is as simple as over
Tomorrow is The Cues Snooker Centre 1st day start the Rahman tournament
Some of my friends have participated in this competition
Make an all-out effort to you all that who participate in this competition

15 June 2010

Today is the twenty-six days after breaking up
Another class canceled today because the lecturer took sick leave
Therefore, there is no class today, we are happy
11:00 After that class to the end, I had lunch with friends(Fishy,Dai Dai & Perry)
When going to class today, did not eat
But my stomach was flat fast
Today's lunch was pork chicken ,very tasty de
To accompany them to play pool after take lunch
They play pool until 3.30pm
After that,me and Fishy go back home rest
Dai Dai and Perry go to their class
I'm go back to online awhile, went to sleep
Sleep until nine o'clock just wake up
Then me go shower
After shower,me online again
Then went out with friends that come from Cameron Highlands
Go take my dinner with them at Vegas
Finished eating dinner, to accompany them to play snooker
To 0:00 and more, I'll go home and shower again
Then go find Perry and Fishy them "yum cha"
Have Fishy,Perry,Dai Dai,Kah Yann and Eros
After tea, we just went home
So today, the past simple

14 June 2010

今天是分手后的第二十五天
今天我终于去上课啦
因为我的病好了痊愈了
我很开心的去上课
可是却受到姑姑的电话
因为我上个星期没有去上课
学校打去给我家
然后姑姑就打来给我
我也跟姑姑解释这件事了
因为我又生病又眼睛中
所以才没有去上课的
我也不想的啦
aiyo
今天我都蛮累一下哦
不知道为什么叻
不过我也没有去理会啦
haha
今晚吃了姑姑做的粽子
好好吃哦
hehe
因为姑姑自己做的嘛
而且很久也没有吃粽子了
haha
所以很好吃哦
谢谢姑姑啦
也要谢谢表妹
因为是她送粽子上来金宝给我的
haha
晚上就和朋友出去
我们还去喝糖水
然后夜店还吃了burger和喝茶
过后还看了半小时左右的足球哦
今晚是Italy对Paraguay
我们一看到Paraguay进球那边
我们就回家去了
大家各自回家休息啦
今天我还是那个心情(emo)
不知道搞什么鬼啦
haiz
也许因为某些事情吧

13 June 2010

今天是分手后的第二十四天了
今天早上我和朋友去喝茶
过后就各自回家了
回来后我上网了才去睡觉
到了十一点多
姑姑打来给我问一些东西
过后我就继续睡回去了
因为男的可以睡迟点
因为今天是星期日
而且朋友们都不在金宝
所以睡到五点才起来
哈哈
过后做完我的东西了
就看戏噜
看到晚上十点多才去吃晚餐
因为八点多的时候下大雨
没有得去吃
等小雨了才出去吃
过后就去朋友家谈天
因为没有地方去
谈到两点多友去喝茶啦
今天就这样过去噜
没什么特别的事情
很简单的过而已
呵呵

12 June 2010

今天是分手后的第二十三天了噜
今天朋友都没有在金宝
有的上云顶应征
有的去KL main campus听talk
有的就回家了
只剩下我一个而已
我也没有去那里
只是呆在家里面上网看戏听歌而已
哈哈
今天也是做乖女孩哦呆在家哦
晚上和其他的朋友去吃晚餐
而且我们还order一个mambo burger来share share吃
我们还拍照tim
哈哈
过后我们还在周围走走
当是散散心
我们还在dataran谈天
到了十二点多
我们去喝茶
过后就回家了
今天就这样简简单单的过了噜

11 June 2010

今天是分手后的第二十二天了
今天朋友约我去玩桌球
可是我不可以玩
所以就没有玩桌球了
今天整天都呆在家里看戏
haha
晚上正要和朋友去吃晚餐的时候
却下起雨了
而且还下得得很大雨
等到八点多另一位朋友在我们去吃晚餐了
过后他们就去玩桌球
我就在那边看他们玩
今天没什么特别的事情发生
只是突然很生气和不开心而已
不过很快就没有事了
因为有朋友的安慰
haha
谢谢你们啦
我的好朋友
你们总是在我的身旁支持我鼓励我
真的谢谢你们
没有你们的话
我不知道我的心情会怎样了
hehe
很开心有你们这班朋友哦
我会珍惜你们的
因为你们都对我很好
交朋友有些是真心对待
有些却是表面上真心对待的而已
这些要习惯就好啦
哈哈
我真的习惯了
所以也没什么了
只要你不要惹到我
那就可以了
不然你会很惨的(开玩笑的啦)
哈哈
今天就这样地过去了
过得很简单哦

10 June 2010

今天是我们分手后的第二十一天了
今天对我来说也是一个特别的日子
因为今天是我们在一起的两个月了
可惜的是我们已经分手了
如果没有分手的话
我想今天我们会好好地庆祝这一个特别的日子
只可以说是我不会珍惜你
也只可以怪我自己
今天我的心好辛苦
脑海里全都是我们的回忆
我还突然间哭了起来
连我自己也不知道为什么
原本我是已经忘记你了
可是为什么却会突然间的想起你呢
我真的真的不想把你给记住
不想把你放在心里
很想把你忘记
很想把你从我的心里删除掉
可是我还是没有做到
偶而还是会想起你
还会在朋友面前说到你
到底什么事情啊我
我在搞什么鬼啦
我到底想怎样的啦
我自己也很模糊
我根本不知道我想怎样
我好累了
你可以从我的心里慢慢地消失吗
可以从我的脑海里消失吗
我真的好累了
好想躺下去了
什么都不理了
希望你慢慢地消失在我心里吧
也消失在我的脑海里吧
我只能向你说声对不起

9 June 2010

今天是分手后第二十天了
还有十天我们就分手一个月了
可是明天是我们在一起的两个月纪念
但是我们已经分手了
没有什么值得庆祝了
哈哈
不过没关系啦
我的心还是会记住这一天的
因为只是个记忆吧
今天我的眼睛看东西有东西挡着
原来是我的眼眉毛挡着
haiz
吓倒我自己和叔叔他们了
我朋友还差点送我去怡保的医院看专科哦
真的很夸张啊
不过我们还是去了新开的那间医务所看医生啦
幸好没有上去怡保看专科哦
因为不是很大件事啦
被那位不合科的医生吓死啊
下次不要去看比较好
叔叔还立刻打给姑姑和她说
姑姑还立刻从上来看我的眼睛
叔叔把姑姑给吓坏了啦
我只是和叔叔说我的眼睛肿了
叔叔就和姑姑说我的眼睛肿得很厉害哦
我被叔叔气到一下哦
不过他们也只是关心我而已啦
哈哈
谢谢叔叔和姑姑啦
我知道你们关心我啦
不过今天你们真得过于担心了啦
我的眼睛都没有那夸张啦
anyway i say thanks to my uncle and my aunt that they so worry and care me la
thank you
我会好好照顾自己的
对不起我让你们担心了
今晚忙着连我的表演
因为即将到来了
下个星期就是我的表演了
时间过得很快啊
我都还没有准备好啊
惨了啦
肯定又会出丑的
怎么办
有点害怕了
haiz
希望一切顺利吧

8 June 2010

今天是分手后的第十九天了
今天我还是没有去上课
因为眼睛肿了
而且还很痛
还比昨天更痛
今天也没有去那里
可以说是一整天都呆在家里休息
是下午和晚上出去吃东西而已
其余的时间都呆在家里面了
哈哈
今天当乖女孩哦
今天不知做么突然又感觉写以下的东西出来
当你的身边出现了一位关心你照顾你的人
或是关于你的事他一切都知道的话
有可能这个人就是陪你过一辈子的人
可能是他给你幸福的人
请你要好好地珍惜这个人了

一旦你错过了这个人或是错过上天给你的好机会
你就不知道何时再会有这样的机会了
不是每一次都那么幸运的
也许你不会珍惜他
却有别人会珍惜他的会欣赏他的好
也许有一天他会离你而去
所以请好好地珍惜身边让你觉得重要的人
固然家人朋友也不要忘记珍惜
别等到失去了
才知道后悔
那时就一切都太迟了
什么都没有的说了
好好地珍惜眼前人

7 June 2010

今天是分手后的第十八天了
分手后就这样过了半个月
时间也过的太快了
哈哈
岁月不留人就是这样的啦
今天我又没有去上课
因为早上起来的时候
突然头痛得很厉害
而且还头晕哦
不知道做什么事情
haiz
从开学到现在
我都不知道搞什么鬼的啦
不是生病
就是脚的旧伤又来痛
现在还这个样子哦
惨没有哦
今晚去看了医生来
他说我的眼睛肿了
他还要我三天后回去给他看
还说我生病都还没有好
这个月我都不知道看了多少次医生了
又看医生又看铁打的
这个月都蛮倒霉的咯
真的很衰咯
haiz
救命啊
这一切都应该停止了啦
不要再发生在我身上了啦
我已经很惨了啦
不要一直这样了啦
而且不知这些事发生啦
还因为分手的事情啊
不过现在已经慢慢地忘记他了
我不要再倒霉下去了啦
这个学期才刚开课而已啊
可能已经给老师坏印象了
因为我都一直缺课
就是因为生病脚痛眼睛肿之类的事情发生
=(

6 June 2010

今天是我们分手后的第十七天了咯
今天早上我和朋友们去西湖看日出
我们到八点多才看到日出出来
然后我们就拍照了
哈哈=)
我们看了日出国后就回去吃早餐了
然后我们都各自回家休息了
我回家后就是对着我的宝贝上网啦
连觉都不要睡
到了十点多我才去睡觉
到两点朋友打来叫我起来
因为我要陪他去染头发
然后我睡到三点
干妈打来给我叫我出来吃东西
我就去找干妈他们了
因为“头疯哥”从KL下来找我们去吃东西
他还特地叫干妈找我出来
也许他当我是他的干女儿看待吧
赫赫^ ^
我就陪他们一起吃东西啦
可是我没有吃
因为才睡醒而已
我还看到了我以前的男友
他也在那里
不过我和他都没东西的
我们都是朋友这样而已
头疯哥还叫我看人要看好来
不要好像我选到刚分手的男友这样
他还问我关于你的事
因为我的前男友在他的面前说你欺负我
头疯哥还说得空找人下来打扰下
哇~~~当时我都被吓倒了
当时他还差点要去找你出来谈了
不过刚好他的手下赶时间
所以没有去找你
不然我都不知道后果会是什么样的
haiz=(
以后你自己小心点吧
因为头疯哥是一个不好惹的人
他还叫我得空约你出来谈下
而不是在金宝谈哦
是去KL谈哦
我还随意就答应他了
不过我肯定不会这样做啦
因为我不想搞大这件事了
如果把这件事搞大了
你肯定没好结果的
因为头疯哥都认识我的舅舅的
我舅舅也是不好惹的人
尤其是我被欺负了
我舅舅肯定会帮我出头的
到时后果是什么我真的想像不到哦
因刚是蛮可怕的吧
我也不知道
这件事就这样让它过去吧
希望你下次醒目点了
不想下次又有这样的事发生了
不然会真的很惨的
haiz=(
今晚原本可以早睡觉的
哪里知道被朋友打来谈天
害我迟睡了

5 June 2010

今天是分手后的第十六天了
今天我为了freshie而特地上怡保
因为昨晚她信息和我说她和男友分手了
很想回来金宝
可是又回不到来
所以我叫朋友在我上去找她
哪里知道上去了
她和我说她不想出街
我被气到不话说
然后就和朋友去戏院看电影了
当我们都在Jusco的时候
她信息说要出来
叫我们去载她
可是我们都已经在里面了
所以没有去载她来
看完电影后
我们就回金宝了
我还买了Donutshi请朋友们吃
晚上我又和朋友出去了
我们又去拍照了噜
哈哈 =)
今天也是拍了很多照片哦
Facebook都有upload上去哦
呵呵~.~
我们还特地等到六七点去看日出哦
我们真的疯了
哈哈=.=
不过没关系啦
明天是星期日嘛
我们都没有上课的啦
所以不用怕
有时间可以慢慢休息
不过我应该没有时间休息
因为要去找干妈和陪朋友染头发
晚上应该还要做聆听者聆听朋友的心事
星期日将会是我超累的一天哦
因为星期六都没有睡觉
然后星期日又没有的好好休息啊
我快疯了咯
哈哈 =)
不过没关系啦
久久一次嘛
每一天都是这样的话就不可以咯
我会倒下的哦
赫赫 ^ ^
希望还有机会和你们再去拍照啦

4 June 2010

今天是分手后的第十五天了
今天我因为不舒服
所以没有去上课
昨天已经去看医生了
ｈａｉｚ
真的倒霉啊
今天已经够烦了啦
还被某些人弄到我更烦
当我心情不好或是心情烦躁的时候
请你可不可以不要再来给我烦恼
可不可以不要再给话我听
你知不知道这样令我更烦会
令我更讨厌你的
不要逼我讨厌你
也不要逼我说一些难听的话
如果不是朋友都没有的做啊.
你是关心我的就不要再给我麻烦.
不要爽爽就说那些有的没的
我最讨厌这样的人了啦
今天好好地心情又被那些人破坏了
讨厌死啊
臭鸡蛋

3 June 2010

今天是分手的第十四天了噜
我和你应该不再是朋友了
因为昨天的某些事弄到我很生气你
也差点弄到我讨厌你
不知道为什么你要这样做
我也不想知道
今天的我超累的
因为昨晚我都没有睡觉
然后就去上课了
真的好累哦
可是上了一课
我就回家了
因为我的脚不知道为什么痛得很厉害
所以回家休息了
今天我才去交学费
被罚五块钱了
因为我迟交学费了
没办法我也不想的
原本打算今天再去看多一轮铁打的
可是被朋友放飞机了
因为是他说得空载我去看的
那里知道他既然回家睡觉了
气死我啊
所以今天没有看到铁打
可是却看了医生
haiz=(
最近我都在走衰运啊
开学到现在
不是生病就是弄到脚（旧伤）
而且收尾还很长的
搞什么鬼哦
可不可以不要再那么倒霉哦
可不可以好运一点哦
不要再这样下去了咯
到现在弄到我的两个脚都痛啊
haiz>.<
做么一直这样的啦 =(

2 June 2010

今天是我们分手的第十三天了
今天因为你的某些话
惹到我很生气你了
也很讨厌你了
我不知道为什么你要这样做
不顾对我来说可能是件好事
因为我可以让我的心把你放下来了
我的心和脑海里可以忘记你了
谢谢你说那些话让我无意间知道
真的很感激你啦
今晚和freshie们在block E那BBQ哦
不过都是他们烤东西给我吃的
因为我的脚受伤了
尊不下去
真的谢谢他们啦
烤东西给我吃
今晚我还和朋友去玩桌球
还玩到凌晨才回家
突然觉得没有男友
也是件好事
因为不用一直都陪着男友
而忽略了其他的朋友
我们还拍了很多照片
好像是在拍专辑那样
哈哈
拍的过程还蛮疯狂的
不过还蛮开心的
因为不是每次都会这样做的
呵呵
明天九点的课
今晚不用睡觉咯
今晚当神仙了咯

1 June 2010

今天是分手后第十二天了
今天我睡到九点半在起身
因为我十一点才有上课
所以可以睡迟点啦
可是都是没什么睡到觉
因为昨晚很夜才睡得觉
今天又会是一个很累的一天
因为今晚要开会和练习表演
我的表演将会在这个月十七号举行
我当然希望你会出现来看我的表演啊
可是我都知道你是不可能回来的
我要忙着筹备表演
又要帮忙卖票出去
我会因这样而缺少休息而累到吗
我最近都很少休息到了
而且今天去看铁打
我的旧伤又来了
我的脚又被包得肿肿的
好可怜我的脚哦
又不知道要包几天了
我去看铁打的时候
那位医师都认得我
没办法
因为之前弄到很多次
所以他都认得我了
今天的我真的好累哦
要早点休息了
不然又会不够休息的

31 May 2010

今天是我们分手的第十一天了
我无可否认我还是还没把你给忘记
还没把你给放下
偶尔我还是很想见你的
可是我知道我们是不可能会见面的
因为你应该不要见我吧
我不知道你有没有看我的部落格
我只是想把我对你的感觉写下来而已
没有什么特别的
也是想纪念我们分手的日子而已
我真的真的很想这一切可以从头再来
可是我知道是不可能了
我每一天都在想你
你又知道吗
我也想知道你又在想我吗
今天和朋友们上怡保庆祝朋友的生日
我们都去了club 9 帮她庆祝二十一岁生日
今天是我和你分手后
最开心的一个夜晚
这天我很夜才睡觉
可以说是凌晨五六点才睡觉